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2011-03-17T09:33:00.000-07:00

Dear owner,

I think is time to reinforce yourself, you have too many things left behind. Please be tough and endure all the obstacle that make you feel breathless.

Don't worry, everything will be fine when time pass :P

Stay strong.

Pls:
next week: pp quiz
next 2 week: amt quiz
next 3 week: aseptic quiz for both theory n practical
assignment pending: AMT, pharmacy community attachment
report pending: Prp, pp & aseptic
Viva pending: Biotech

别让我绝望好吗？

2010-11-30T07:33:00.000-08:00

现在正是午夜十一时四十三分，恐惧逐渐在我心里扩散，刚才传来的讯息，让我深感心悸。原以为早已忘怀成绩公布一事，才发现自己只是把它葬于心里某深处，一燃即发。不过，该来的，究竟也渐莅临了。

我对自己说，“别想了，别想了，尽力就好。” 可是，我没那么洒脱！听着音乐，泪水簌簌流淌，心里百般无奈。心想：“尽力了，可又有什么用呢？？？脑袋当时都当机了！！！” 现在的我，似乎看见死神在对我微微笑。

悲伤的音乐腐蚀我的快乐，我把音乐切换，企图压抑，却把它清晰化了。我知道，失败可以从来，可是我究竟可以从来多少次？？？每当我闭上眼睛，绝望侵袭着，血淋淋的数字跳跃着，失败向我宣战！！！顿时，九姑娘的话在我的脑袋响起，“总之天在最黑黑黑....的时候，就是天亮的时候”。不过，我究竟能承受多少个黑黑黑黑黑的时候呢？？？

Pls:
这场游戏我真的输不起，
诸佛菩萨，
信女在此恳求诸佛菩萨，可以大发慈悲，救救我吗？？？

arghhhhhhhhh

2010-10-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

really feel disappointed on YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
the key chain just means nothing for you~~
but it is really meaningful for me...
it is one of my souvenir from india ><'

Pls:
key chain~~
where are you??

mood swig

2010-04-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

一件微不足道的生活小插曲，
让我明白，
“人是自私的。”

一段话不断地环绕在脑海里，
“对别人仁慈，就是对自己残忍。”
贤，
你是对的。 ^^V

Pls:
尝将赤子之心埋葬，
想必它也累了，
是时候休息了。

当我把眼泪拭干，
我不再是我。

外表开心的人..（转贴）

2010-03-21T04:28:00.000-07:00

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，

他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，

然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，

因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，

然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，

以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，

只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，

那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，

希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，

他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，

对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。

有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，

而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。

离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，

才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。

但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，

笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，

他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。

所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，

他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！

如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。

welcome to the world ^^

2010-03-06T03:55:00.000-08:00

wohooo,
my shy roommate who is call intelligent has turned up after staying inside for 20years....
finally can see its real face！！！！！！！！！

hmm,
recently feel there is innovation for the other 3 unoccupied rooms ><'
so sometimes can feel 2.3 level of earthquake occurs lightly,
hope everything will be fine for the process of innovation....
haha,
i think the other 3 roommate are slowly to show their cutie face soon ^^

Pls:
haha,
nice 2 meet u all soon,
welcome to my house ^^V

2010-02-19T06:40:00.000-08:00

你们根本都不明白我要些什么!!!
你以为你说的我不知道吗？？？
我知道，我知道，我都知道,我统统都知道！！！
可是，
为什么，为什么，为什么我还是会哭！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

pls:
我累，
故我歇...

2010-02-19T02:48:00.000-08:00

你说亲情，
那我的友情呢？？？

pls:
怒火在血液里沸腾着

its rediculous

2010-01-25T23:32:00.000-08:00

haha,
after 1 year,
i have learned one more lesson today.
seriously,
i'm really get tired of all these things,
but how???
life still need to be continue...

Pls:
hahaha,
special thank to god,
this time let me know the truth earlier ^^V

^^

2010-01-16T07:46:00.001-08:00

亲爱的我：

恭喜哦！！！

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2010-01-12T06:44:00.001-08:00

important date
Week 6 - MP 114 quiz, Presentation for MP 182
Week 8 - MP 114 assignment due date
Week 9 - Mp 131 quiz, MP 183 quiz
Week 10 - MP 113 quiz, Mp 161 quiz
Week 11 - MP 182 Practical test (patient counselling)*
Week 12 - MP 182 quiz
Week 14 - MP 183 project due date

疯了

2010-01-12T06:12:00.000-08:00

梦醒想来痛心扉，梦里，亦无真幻，亦无辩。

午夜梦回，泪水渐干，记忆碎片掺杂着淡淡的哀愁蔓延在心头，望着窗外投入珀色的月光，朦朦胧胧的，看似如此的真实，却又捉摸不着，宛如那徘徊于及格与不及格的成绩；总感觉自己像是投入迷幻的漩涡里，像牢牢的捉着什么，却怎么也摸不着边来，但恐惧那强烈感觉却成功鲜明的烙印在心中，令人倍感无奈即彷徨啊！

屈指一数，都有一个多月没展露过发自内心的笑靥了；尽管笑了，笑容里总掺杂着莫名的苦涩。嗯，或许压力想要和我玩接力赛,总是接踵而来，压得我喘不过气来了。有时候，我还真怕自己会撑不住啊！现在的我好累，就像是长期沐浴在黯黑里，流荡于行尸走肉般的生活。

呜呼哀哉，压抑甚久的情感，又该向谁述说啊？现在的我，只想悬赏快乐的我！！！

我想，我疯了。

呵呵呵......

N3W yEAr

2010-01-04T22:52:00.000-08:00

4.1.2010,
A brand new beginning for me...
i swear i will never take supp paper anymore!!!!
so let's study hard now.....

Pls:
i feel scare and nervous for next coming week ><'
hope everything will be fine and no "surprise" for me

^^V
God bless me
&
Cheer up always

放弃也是一种快乐

2010-01-03T19:13:00.000-08:00

人的情感总是希望有所得，以为拥有的东西越多，自己就会越快乐。所以，这一人之常情就迫使我们沿着追寻获取的路走下去。可是，有一天，我们忽然惊觉：我们的忧郁、无聊、困惑、无奈、一切不快乐，都和我们的要求有关，我们之所以不快乐，是我们渴望拥有的东西太多了，或者，太执着了，不知不觉，我们已经执迷于某个事物上了。

　　譬如说，你爱上了一个人，而他(她)却不爱你，你的世界就微缩在对他(她)的感情上了，他(她)的一举手、一投足，都能吸引你的注意力，都能成为你快乐和痛苦的源泉。有时候，你明明知道那不是你的，却想去强求，或可能出于盲目自信，或过于相信精诚所至、金石为开，结果不断地努力，却遭来不断的挫折。有的靠缘分，有的靠机遇，有的得需要人们能以看山看水的心情来欣赏，不是自己的不强求，无法得到的就放弃。

　　懂得放弃才有快乐，背着包袱走路总是很辛苦。

　　我们在生活中，时刻都在取与舍中选择，我们又总是渴望着取，渴望着占有，常常忽略了舍，忽略了占有的反面--放弃。懂得了放弃的真意，也就理解了“失之东隅，收之桑榆”的妙谛。懂得了放弃的真意，静观万物，体会与世界一样博大的境界，我们自然会懂得适时地有所放弃，这正是我们获得内心平衡，获得快乐的好方法。

　　生活有时会逼迫你，不得不交出权力，不得不放走机遇，甚至不得不抛下爱情。你不可能什么都得到，生活中应该学会放弃。放弃会使你显得豁达豪爽。放弃会使你冷静主动，放弃会让你变得更智慧和更有力量。

　　什么应该放弃？放弃失恋带来的痛楚，放弃屈辱留下的仇恨，放弃心中所有难言的负荷；放弃浪费精力的争吵，放弃没完没了的解释；放弃对权力的角逐，放弃对金钱的贪欲，放弃对名利的争夺……一切源于自私的欲望，一切恶意的念头，一切固执的观念都应该放弃。

　　然而，放弃并非易事，需要很大的勇气。面对诸多不可为之事，勇于放弃，是明智的选择。只有毫不犹豫地放弃，才能重新轻松投入新生活，才会有新的发现和转机。

　　生活中缺少不了放弃。大千世界，取之弃之是相互伴随的，有所弃才有所取。人的一生是放弃和争取的矛盾统一体，潇洒地放弃不必要的名利，执著地追求自己的人生目标。

　　学会放弃，本身就是一种淘汰，一种选择，淘汰掉自己的弱项，选择自己的强项。放弃不是不思进取，恰到好处的放弃，正是为了更好地进取，常言道：退一步，海阔天空。

　　人生短暂，与浩瀚的历史长河相比，世间一切恩恩怨怨，功名利禄皆为短暂的一瞬，福兮祸所伏，祸兮福所倚。得意与失意，在人的一生中只是短短的一瞬。行至水穷处，坐看云起时。古今多少事，都付谈笑中。

　　一个老人在行驶的火车上，不小心把刚买的新鞋弄掉了一只，周围的人都为他惋惜。不料那老人立即把第二只鞋从窗口扔了出去，让人大吃一惊。老人解释道：“这一只鞋无论多么昂贵，对我来说也没有用了，如果有谁捡到一双鞋，说不定还能穿呢！”

　　显然，老人的行为已有了价值判断：与其抱残守缺，不如断然放弃。我们都有过某种重要的东西失去的事，且大都在心理上投下了阴影。究其原因，就是我们并没有调整心态去面对失去，没有从心理上承认失去，总是沉湎于已经不存在的东西。事实上，与其为失去的而懊恼，不如正视现实，换一个角度想问题：也许你失去的，正是他人应该得到的。

　　普希金在一首诗中写道：“一切都是暂时的，一切都会消逝；让失去的变为可爱。”有时，失去不一定是忧伤，反而会成为一种美丽；失去不一定是损失，反倒是一种奉献。只要我们抱着积极乐观的心态，失去也会变得可爱。

　　人生箴言：

　　放弃是一种睿智，它可以放飞心灵，可以还原本性，使你真实地享受人生；放弃是一种选择，没有明智的放弃就没有辉煌的选择。

　　进退从容，积极乐观，必然会迎来光辉的未来。放弃决不是毫无主见，随波逐流，更不是知难而退，而是一种寻求主动，积极进取的人生态度。

(文章阅读网 2010)

佛说：你爱我

2010-01-03T09:27:00.000-08:00

参禅始终是一种领悟，其间山山水水的往复，大约便是弃离俗世前必经的苦难。而被佛称之为万丈红尘的地方，却始终有一种美艳的光彩，摇弋在凡夫俗子间，让人又爱又恨，且悲且喜。佛说：苍生难渡。

　　水月问，镜花，你说那束妍丽绝伦的光彩究竟是什么？镜花似乎有些答非所问，她说，随心所欲。

　　我一遍又一遍不厌其烦地望着这充满禅机的问答，试图从中找出我和你之间所有问题的症结所在，却一无所获，最终只好对着即将到来的离别微笑，以比特为单位爬过千山万水的微笑无法在到达后重新整合，早已失却了原本的甜蜜气息。俗世中多少有始无终的爱情，所谓因果，可谁又做错了什么呢？

　　既然终究是一场空，那么故事中的男女，无论以何种面目出现，都将是这红尘俗世里注定的悲哀，这悲哀由眼瞳直直地刺入心窝，让人很久、很久都无法释怀。

　　镜花和水月，或是你和我，又或是寂寞和寂寞。

　　你在雪域高原的洌洌寒风中恪守着自己的选择，这选择据说来源于理想，和一种沉淀的需要，我遥遥地却也是近在咫尺地望着你，望着你这冠冕堂皇的理由背后掺杂着的一丝逃避。你在那直入云霄的地方实现着自己的青春，离天堂很近，离佛祖大约也很近。有一天你说，你向佛祖许了愿，希望你的出现能带给我快乐。我记得当时我笑了笑，这算不算快乐的点滴？又或者我的出现能排解你的寂寞，远离红尘的寂寞。

　　佛说：每个人所见所遇到的都早有安排，一切都是缘。缘起缘尽，缘聚缘散，一切都是天意。镜花和水月百思不得其解，那我们活着还有什么意义呢？任何的努力都是白费，天意安排一切。于是佛慈悲地伸出那普渡众生的手，声音有一种瓮声瓮气的憨厚，你来你走你进你退根本就是你自己的选择，这一念之差便足以决定你的所见所遇，所以说归根结底你的所见所遇还是由自身把握。

　　多矛盾啊，世界上竟然还有比爱情更矛盾的东西，多少让人有些不可思议。于是，我试着用此矛盾化解彼矛盾，希望找出让你永远爱我的法宝，而不是最终的离开，时光如流水，镜花苦苦挽留水月，虚空苦苦挽留虚空。脑海里你最初的深情反反复复地证明你曾经给过我这尘世间最温暖的情怀。你说，你从繁华中来，将来还是要回到繁华中去。那些都市里推杯换盏的喧闹繁荣，那些流转于虚情假意之上的表面浮华，那些曾经焚尽你五脏六腑的尘缘都让你感觉到一种不可名状的情绪，焦躁不安的或是无限空虚的，不是生命的尽头，却是生存的尽头。

　　你和我说这一切的时候，你的人早已远离繁华，在边疆漫山遍野的空寂里体会存在的意义。对于人生，这是否也是一种行为艺术？得与失永远是那么难以辩认，难以区分。在电话里，你常常要深呼吸，氧气稀薄，那大概是人类生存的一种边缘，一种生存需要的临界点。正是这样一个最不适合生存的地方却更能让人感悟到生存的意义，世界很大很奇怪，让人无话可说。

　　大部分的时候你的语气沉稳豁达，你的笑声爽朗明净，可是当你说起死亡时，那沉重让人窒息，你说你曾经看见一个男子被一场感冒夺去年青的生命，谁能想到在平原上根本就微不足道的感冒在高原却是这样的致命危险；你说前几天才见过面的人，甚至欢声笑语还没散尽，便已魂归苍天，这公平吗？就是这样一个地方，死亡是那么容易降临，也许擦肩而过，也许就面对面的坐着。虽然我没有面对过那么恶劣的环境，但是我却面对过死亡，所以我能理解你的感受，只是我不知道该说些什么，因果都无法解释的宿命面前，我无言，只能以沉默安抚你的感伤、你的忧郁，安抚你在死神面前的无能为力。我知道其实你更需要一个依靠，哪怕这肩膀柔弱，却也能从这柔弱中汲取些力量与宁静。我一直相信，女人所拥有的宁静虽然无形，却是雨淋不灭，风吹不散的。我该靠上前去，却一直选择远远地站着，或者这是你失望的根源，而你的失望让你再没有精力来维护这爱情的水晶，直接导致了我的失望，由因至果，一切都已注定。

　　由爱到恨，再由恨到一切归于平静，似乎是一个根本无法确定得失的过程，你可以用几天几月，甚至几年的时间在爱恨里折磨自己，而平静却会在一个偶然的瞬间来临，或者说是一种顿悟。一切悲喜都由心生。当你心中有爱恨，你眼中必定是一个翻腾颠倒的世界，平静过后也并非一无所有，其实何为有，何为无？不过是看问题的角度不同罢了。

　　镜花忍不住哭了，她说，水月，不可以，如果没有了你，我活不下去。当然，水月听不见，此时他在离镜花千万里之遥的地方吃喝玩乐风花雪月，重新堕入万丈红尘，看见他的人说他神采飞扬的外表下隐藏着一丝难掩的疲惫，他稳重，他博学，他宽厚，他慷慨，却孤独，这孤独两个字深深刺痛了镜花的心，却再无权分担水月心底的世界。镜花从寂寞到担心，到害怕，到伤心，到憔悴，这大约是等待中必然的消蚀。或者水月偶尔也会想起镜花，这又是两个多么善于保护自己的人，封存起心底所有的澎湃，声音的平静骗了对方，也骗了自己。

　　平时一样窗前月，才有梅花便不同。佛祖，这究竟是什么意思？佛祖无言，佛祖心如止水。同样一句话，人却只能感应到无限的伤怀。其实在这瞬息万变的世界，本就不应该奢望永恒。佛祖，你没有爱情吧？佛祖笑吟吟地，无比慈祥，那笑容如同容纳百川的海水，深不见底。我听见镜花轻轻地说，可我有，水月，我真的很想你。

　　世间所有的爱情居然都长着一样的面目，一半儿是苦难，一半儿是幸福。镜花和水月的影子一再重叠在我和你的身上，我的思维混乱，我的心为你、为镜花碎成了两瓣，以至于到最后居然再也不能分清我究竟在为谁痛哭失声，我几乎抢夺了镜花的灵魂，总是在放下电话后，对远方的你轻声说，水月，我真的很想你。

　　你无意中经过了有我的路，来实现一场擦肩而过的缘，有来便有走，有缘起就有缘尽时。无论我们如何回头望，却也只能向各自相反的方向越走越远。佛说，人应该学会放手，放下的越多，越觉得拥有的更多。道理虽对，却很难做到，再破碎的心，再陈旧的伤口，人却还是坚持不停的缝缝补补，不肯丢弃。

　　初冬的寺院里有些冷清，山风刺骨，丝丝袅袅的香火掺杂着山中特有的清新气息笼罩着整座寺院的平和安谧。庙宇如同古时的院落，一进又一进，一殿有一殿的神明，一殿有一殿的香火，只是穿堂风不停的呼喝，让我裹紧了外衣却还是冷得发抖，只好抱住双臂。

　　我决定上山来，用整整一天的时间专心致志的想你，然后下山的时候全部忘记，于是我看释迦牟尼的时候想你，看十八罗汉的时候想你，看千手观音的时候想你，随着那四壁美仑美奂的佛经故事环绕，高远壮阔。看尽了所有的金碧辉煌，皱紧了眉头从寺院的窗口向远处呆呆的望，远山如黛，山脚下的村庄里炊烟升起再升起。还有一弯自西向东的江水，风吹波澜起，风停波如镜。在晨钟暮鼓中初雪飘落，初雪消融，世间万物大约都是这样从无到有，从有到无吧。

　　佛祖，我想忘记。

　　忘记并不等于从未存在，此情此景，一切自在来源于选择，而不是刻意。不如放手，当局者迷。

　　我开始试着将所有的怀疑与怨恨，这一切一切蒙蔽了美好本质的东西丢弃。这么做很辛苦，无异于放弃整个爱情。渐渐地我发现原来只有将这段感情慢慢放下，慢慢置身事外，我才能从中剥离出回忆中你所有的好，而不是用所有的不好来抹杀曾有的欢乐，就算有千般万般的苦痛，必竟你曾带给我最美丽的心情。于是那人间绚烂的光彩重新在我面前大放光华，我终于明白镜花的随心所欲。当你心中有爱，那么光彩就是笑容，当你心中有风景，那么光彩就是美丽，随心所至，光彩来源于一切心中美好，或曾经美好的事物，总之让我无法舍弃，所以我心甘情愿地忍受光彩被遮蔽的瞬间黑暗。

　　佛问，你忘记了吗？

　　没有。或者说忘了吧，留存美好，忘记悲哀，一切自在来源于选择嘛，你说的。

　　佛笑得很开心，千百年来佛一直笑得很开心。

　　可是，佛祖，我一直不明白，为什么他离开的时候什么也没说，甚至没说自己要离开？

　　太容易说出口的绝对不会出自于真心，有些时候说并不比不说更能解决问题，也不能将痛苦减缓半分，他有他的迷惘。

　　夕阳烂熟的光将山坡上的枯草映成斑斑驳驳的金黄，庙宇的琉璃承载着所有的光明与黑暗。上山来的是我，下山去的也是我，哭哭笑笑，不过是一时的迷惑。我终于明白，佛说，你爱我，至少曾经爱过。

(文章阅读网 2010)

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1.一个人总要走陌生的路，看陌生的风景，听陌生的歌，然后在某个不经意的瞬间，你会发现，原本是费尽心机想要忘记的事情真的就那么忘记了。

1.One is always on a strange road, watching strange scenery and listeningto strange music. Then one day, you will find that the things you tryhard to forget are already gone. 　　

2.幸福，不是长生不老，不是大鱼大肉，不是权倾朝野。幸福是每一个微小的生活愿望达成。当你想吃的时候有得吃，想被爱的时候有人来爱你。
2.Happiness is not about being immortal nor having food or rights inone's hand. It’s about having each tiny wish come true, or havingsomething to eat when you are hungry or having someone's love when youneed love. 　

3.爱情是灯，友情是影子，当灯灭了，你会发现你的周围都是影子。朋友，是在最后可以给你力量的人。
3.Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off,you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give youstrength at last. 　　

4.我爱你不是因为你是谁，而是我在你面前可以是谁。
4.I love you not for who you are, but for who I am before you.

5.爱情，要么让人成熟，要么让人堕落。
5.Love makes man grow up or sink down. 　

6.举得起放得下的叫举重，举得起放不下的叫负重。可惜，大多数人的爱情，都是负重的。
6.If you can hold something up and put it down, it is calledweight-lifting; if you can hold something up but can never put it down,it's called burden-bearing. Pitifully, most of people are bearing heavyburdens when they are in love.

7．我们每个人都生活在各自的过去中，人们会用一分钟的时间去认识一个人，用一小时的时间去喜欢一个人，再用一天的时间去爱上一个人，到最后呢，却要用一辈子的时间去忘记一个人。
7.We all live in the past. We take a minute to know someone, one hour tolike someone, and one day to love someone, but the whole life to forgetsomeone.

8．一个人一生可以爱上很多的人，等你获得真正属于你的幸福之后，你就会明白一起的伤痛其实是一种财富，它让你学会更好地去把握和珍惜你爱的人。
8.One may fall in love with many people during the lifetime. When youfinally get your own happiness, you will understand the previoussadness is kind of treasure, which makes you better to hold and cherishthe people you love. 　　

9．年轻的时候会想要谈很多次恋爱，但是随着年龄的增长，终于领悟到爱一个人，就算用一辈子的时间，还是会嫌不够。慢慢地去了解这个人，体谅这个人，直到爱上为止，是需要有非常宽大的胸襟才行。
9.When you are young, you may want several love experiences. But as timegoes on, you will realize that if you really love someone, the wholelife will not be enough. You need time to know, to forgive and to love.All this needs a very big mind.

10．当明天变成了今天成为了昨天，最后成为记忆里不再重要的某一天，我们突然发现自己在不知不觉中已被时间推着向前走，这不是静止火车里，与相邻列车交错时，仿佛自己在前进的错觉，而是我们真实的在成长，在这件事里成了另一个自己。
10.When tomorrow turns in today, yesterday, and someday that no moreimportant in your memory, we suddenly realize that we r pushed forwardby time. This is not a train in still in which you may feel forwardwhen another train goes by. It is the truth that we've all grown up.And we become different. 　

11．离开我就别安慰我，要知道每一次缝补也会遭遇穿刺的痛。
11.If you leave me, please don't comfort me because each sewing has to meet stinging pain. 　　

12．曾经拥有的，不要忘记。不能得到的，更要珍惜。属于自己的，不要放弃。已经失去的，留作回忆。
12.Don’t forget the things you once you owned. Treasure the things youcan’t get. Don't give up the things that belong to you and keep thoselost things in memory. 　　

13．我喜欢并习惯了对变化的东西保持着距离，这样才会知道什么是最不会被时间抛弃的准则。比如爱一个人，充满变数，我于是后退一步，静静的看着，直到看见真诚的感情。
13.I love and am used to keeping a distance with those changed things.Only in this way can I know what will not be abandoned by time. Forexample, when you love someone, changes are all around. Then I stepbackward and watching it silently, then I see the true feelings.

14．男人的爱是俯视而生，而女人的爱是仰视而生。如果爱情像座山，那么男人越往上走可以俯视的女人就越多，而女人越往上走可以仰视的男人就越少。
14.Men love from overlooking while women love from looking up. If love isa mountain, then if men go up, more women they will see while womenwill see fewer men.　　

15．好的爱情是你通过一个人看到整个世界，坏的爱情是你为了一个人舍弃世界。
15.Good love makes you see the whole world from one person while bad love makes you abandon the whole world for one person.　

16．在自己面前，应该一直留有一个地方，独自留在那里。然后去爱。不知道是什么，不知道是谁，不知道如何去爱，也不知道可以爱多久。只是等待一次爱情，也许永远都没有人。可是，这种等待，就是爱情本身。
16.We shall always save a place for ourselves, only for ourselves. Andthen begin to love. Have no idea of what it is, who he is, how to loveor how long it will be. Just wait for one love. Maybe no one will comeout, but this kind of waiting is the love itself.　　

17．有谁不曾为那暗恋而痛苦？我们总以为那份痴情很重，很重，是世上最重的重量。有一天，暮然回首，我们才发现，它一直都是很轻，很轻的。我们以为爱的很深，很深，来日岁月，会让你知道，它不过很浅，很浅。最深和最重的爱，必须和时日一起成长。
17.Is there anyone who hasn't suffered for the secret love? We alwaysthink that love is very heavy, heavy and could be the heaviest thing inthe world. But one day, when you look back, you suddenly realize thatit's always light, light. We all thought love was very deep, but infact it's very thin. The deepest and heaviest love must grow up withthe time. 　　

18．在这个世界上，只有真正快乐的男人，才能带给女人真正的快乐。
18.In this world, only those men who really feel happy can give women happiness

19．女人如果不性感，就要感性；如果没有感性，就要理性；如果没有理性，就要有自知之明；如果连这个都没有了，她只有不幸。
19.If a woman is not sexy, she needs emotion; if she is not emotional, sheneeds reason; if she is not reasonable, she has to know herselfclearly. coz only she has is misfortune.

20．一段不被接受的爱情，需要的不是伤心，而是时间，一段可以用来遗忘的时间。一颗被深深伤了的心，需要的不是同情，而是明白。
20.An unacceptable love needs no sorrow but time- sometime for forgetting.A badly-hurt heart needs no sympathy but understanding.　　

21．我知道这世上有人在等我，但我不知道我在等谁，为了这个，我每天都非常快乐。
21. I know someone in the world is waiting for me, although I've no idea of who he is. But I feel happy every day for this. 　

22．一生至少该有一次，为了某个人而忘了自己，不求有结果，不求同行，不求曾经拥有，甚至不求你爱我。只求在我最美的年华里，遇到你。
22.In your life, there will at least one time that you forget yourself forsomeone, asking for no result, no company, no ownership nor love. Justask for meeting you in my most beautiful years. 　　

23．我不觉得人的心智成熟是越来越宽容涵盖，什么都可以接受。相反，我觉得那应该是一个逐渐剔除的过程，知道自己最重要的是什么，知道不重要的东西是什么。而后，做一个纯简的人。
23.Idon't think that when people grow up, they will become morebroad-minded and can accept everything. Conversely, I think it's aselecting process, knowing what's the most important and what's theleast. And then be a simple man.　　

24．当你的心真的在痛，眼泪快要流下来的时候，那就赶快抬头看看，这片曾经属于我们的天空；当天依旧是那么的广阔，云依旧那么的潇洒，那就不应该哭，因为我的离去，并没有带走你的世界。
24.When you feel hurt and your tears are gonna to drop. Please look up andhave a look at the sky once belongs to us. If the sky is still vast,clouds are still clear, you shall not cry because my leave doesn't takeaway the world that belongs to you.

(文章阅读网 2009)

世界上最遥远的距离

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他对她一见钟情。

　　他跟她是大学同届同系不同班的同学，在大一新生报道那天，几千名新生排队等候办理注册，他穿蓝格子衬衫，恰巧排在她后方，从那天起他就对她一见钟情了。四年来，他从来不敢去表达他对她的爱慕，他只能用他的沉默跟陪伴来表达他对她的爱，成为她最要好的朋友。

　　她参加合唱团的高音部，他则是钢琴伴奏，她在学校谈了几场恋爱，他就成为忠实的听众，她毕业后出国留学，他就在当兵时写了一封封的信件到美国去鼓励她，她回国后没几年就结了婚，可惜新郎不是他。

　　她不是嫌他不够优秀，也不是不知道他对她的好，只是因为彼此太熟了，她无法想像，哪一天她跟他从朋友变成情人后会是什么样的情况。所以她跟他之间一直在友情与爱情的模糊地带来回摆荡。她始终坚持她跟他之间只是好朋友，不愿正视却依赖着他对她的好。而他却因为缺乏勇气加上一向温吞的个性就这么错过彼此的缘分。在她的婚礼上，他上台致词祝福她幸福快乐。一个月后，他悄悄瘦了五公斤。从此，她失去了他的消息。

　　她的婚姻并不如想像中的幸福。因为她个性好强加上事业心旺盛，她根本没有多少心思去经营她的婚姻。加上她以前习惯了他的细心、体贴及陪伴，让她把自己丈夫对待她的方式去跟他的好作比较，她开始怀疑当初怎么会看上现在的丈夫，她开始生气觉得丈夫不如一个好朋友了解她关心她疼惜她爱护她。

　　一年后，她主动提出离婚要求。单身后的她在工作上更有活力、在职场上更有魅力，经过几年的努力，她终于在广告界挣出一片天空、占有一席之地。功成名就后她开始觉得生活空虚寂寞、开始怀念他对她的好，可是，她没有勇气回头去找他。因为，她不知道他这几年来过得如何。因为，她不再是以前的单纯年轻的她。因为，她收到了他寄给她的喜帖。

　　在他结婚前一个月的某个周末，他约她出来吃顿晚饭，她很疑惑为什么他即将结婚，却还要约她出来见面吃饭。那顿饭其实吃得很愉快，他跟她好像回到了学生时代，她唱女高音他弹钢琴。社团的同学、彼此的老师、参加过的活动……许多过往回忆在彼此的记忆间流动激扬，许多的陈年逸事在两人的对谈间重见天日，他跟她都觉得好像回到了那个纯真单纯的学生时代。

　　“下个星期，我要结婚了。”他放下刀叉，突然冒出这句话。

　　“嗯，恭喜你。对方一定很不错，才会让你愿意跟她结婚。”

　　“有件事我想告诉你，”他的表情突然变得严肃了起来，“很久很久以前，有一个男生刚考上大学。在注册那天他慌慌张张地跑到学校的时候，看到注册的新生们大排长龙，他心里又急又慌正在不知所措的时候，有个女生很亲切地向他走来，问他是不是要办理注册。他发现那个女生竟然跟他是同系不同班的同学，他好高兴，觉得这个女生真是善良，是个好人。他发现那个女生有双明亮的眼睛、笑起来有对可爱的小虎牙和酒窝，从那天开始，他对她一见钟情。

　　可是，他一直不知道该怎么去表达他对她的爱意，她是那么纯真、那么善良、那么聪明慧黠、那么讨人喜欢，他的个性一向温吞又不善言词，只好默默在她身边陪着她做她的好朋友。就这样大学四年过去了，他准备在毕业典礼那天告诉她：他爱她。

　　可是她却在毕业典礼的前一天文岸上在电话中告诉他说，她要出国念书了。他刚萌生的勇气一下子小时得无影无踪。他心想，毕业后他当兵她出国念书，他实在不忍心挑这个时候向她告白，要她等他两年的时间，所以就等她念完书回国后再说吧。

　　她出国念书他当兵的那段日子对他来说是最难捱的岁月。不单是因为他不在她身边，而是她在美国认识一个台湾留学生。他知道一个人的日子是很寂寞孤独的，而她又是个怕寂寞的人，所以他尽可能每个星期写信到美国去问候她、鼓励她、替她打气，可是她在回信中除了抱怨在美国生活种种的不方便之外，有很大的篇幅在谈论她在美国如何认识的一位台湾留学生，她在信中告诉他，她又恋爱了。

　　她在信中告诉他，那个台湾留学生对她有多好、有多爱她，最后她写信告诉他，回国后她准备跟那个台湾留学生结婚。他好难过，事情怎么会变成这个样子？就算他没有亲口向她表白，可是他一直用行动去关心她、照顾她、爱她，难道她就真的完全没有看到他的努力，真的不知道他爱她吗？还是从一开始就全都是他自己一厢情愿、自作多情？当他收到她的喜帖时，他听到自己的心‘哐’一声，碎了。

　　爱比死更冷。他鼓起最后的勇气去参加她的婚礼，看见她穿着婚纱一脸幸福甜蜜的样子，也看见那个台湾留学生、现在的新郎。他本来想看她一眼就先走人，却被眼尖的她瞧见他的出席，磨着他要他上台说几句祝福的话。他人站在台上望着底下坐着的新郎新娘，突然觉得他跟她之间的距离变得很遥远，遥远到她不再是那个在大一新生注册时，在他前面排队等候注册的那个女孩。也不记得他是如何狼狈地逃离会场，只知道他后来在床上整整躺了一个星期，一个月瘦了五公斤。

　　他决定要忘记她。他向公司办理留职停薪，一个人躲到日本东京去念书。在那，他认识了一个同样是台湾去东京念书的女生。那个女生在他最失意的时候鼓励他重新站起来，那个女生温柔细心地陪伴他、照顾他、包容他的过去，那个女生让他重拾信心、再度相信爱情，那个女生后来就成为他现在即将结婚的妻子。虽然他很爱他现在的妻子，可是她在他心底还是占有一席之地。所以他今天才会约她出来见面，告诉她这个故事，一方面把这段他跟她的过去做个结束，一方面把他的心从过去的记忆中解放出来。现在，他终于能够放开对她的眷恋，全心全意去爱他新婚的妻子。”

　　她听完这个故事后沉默不语，只能礼貌性地恭喜他终于找到了他的幸福。她跟他举杯祝福彼此之后，她就推说还有点事要先走了，他要送她回家，她不肯，她要他赶紧回家多陪陪他的老婆。在回家的路上，她不由自主狠狠地哭了起来，完全不理会脸上糊掉的妆跟计程车司机投来异样的眼光。她所有的坚强自信在那一刹那全部崩溃，她一直都告诉自己，他是她最好的饿朋友，什么话都可以对他说。她有时候觉得她跟他的关系好像是相恋很久的恋人，彼此有着完美的默契。她心底其实一直在等待着，有一天他会对她说出那三个字：“我爱你”。她心底一直不能原谅他为什么不会像其他男生一样，主动积极地去追求她。她一直矜持觉得女生应该等男生来追求，而不能够主动去追求心仪的男生。

　　错过了，一切都错过了。缘分就这么与彼此擦肩而过，再怎么不情不愿不甘不舍，一切都结束了。是她自己放弃了他的追求、是她不懂倾听他的沉默、是她不相信自己的心、是她忽略了爱一个人其实是有很多种方式、是她在心底要求他为什么不说出他爱她的时候，她其实已经深深地爱上他了。错过了，就再也不能够回头、无法回到过去重新开始。一切都是她自己造成的结果，再怎么后悔伤心难过怨怼都已经来不及了。

　　世界上最遥远的距离，不是生与死，而是，我就站在你面前，你却不知道我爱你。

The furthest distance in the world
世界上最遥远的距离
Is not between life and death
不是生与死
But when I stand in front of you
而是我就站在你面前
Yet you don't know that I love you
你却不知道我爱你

The furthest distance in the world
世界上最遥远的距离
Is not when I stand in front of you
不是我就站在你面前
Yet you can't see my love
你却不知道我爱你
But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both
而是明明知道彼此相爱
Yet cannot be together
却不能在一起

The furthest distance in the world
世界上最遥远的距离
Is not being apart while being in love
不是明明知道彼此相爱却不能在一起
But when painly cannot resist the yearning
而是明明无法抵挡这股思念
Yet pretending you have never been in my heart
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里

The furthest distance in the world
世界上最遥远的距离
Is not when painly cannot resist the yearning
不是明明无法抵挡这股思念
yet pretending you have never been in my heart
却还得故意装作丝毫没有把你放在心里
but using one's indifferent heart
而是用自己冷漠的心对爱你的人
To dig an uncrossable river
掘了一条无法跨越的沟渠
For the one who loves you

我们的爱需要我们自己成全

2010-01-03T08:33:00.000-08:00

总以为，我们很爱某个人，会一生一世地爱下去，等下去，直到沧桑变色，海枯石烂。当所有人都告诉我们，不要执迷，他其实并没有你想象的好，但我们，宁可相信自己给自己编织的童话，也不愿相信身边人说的。

　　总以为，爱上了一个人，我们就必须是一辈子不变心，总以为我们是能等到冥冥中的缘份再度重逢。千里姻缘一线牵，当云雾散尽，当两条相交线错开，我们才知道自己不过是当局者迷。

　　总以为自己很爱某个人，爱到会为他做任何事，爱到华丽的背景下直到你那一记落寞地转身。谁先不爱，谁先离开。总觉得，第一个转身的人是最好的，看着最爱的人远去，我们以为就是一辈子，这一辈子，就他了，除他，我们谁都不会再爱。

　　心已经对感情麻木了，泪已经流尽，还有什么是自己该一直坚守，一直等候的呢？有些东西，也许并没有像我们想象的那样美好，我们也没有像自己想象的那样脆弱。问一句，失去他，你真的会去死吗？也许那一刻是的，但十天后呢，一百天后呢，几年后呢？某一天，你忽然醒来，也许你自己都会想，为什么，曾经自己那么放不下，为什么，我们当时会那么地要死不活？

　　其实，我们爱的只是一种心情。来时如百花绚烂，去时如茶荼散尽。我们舍不得的不是别的，只是无畏的不甘心。为什么，在我还爱你的时候你却先不爱了？为什么，当初你那么爱我现在却变得那么冷漠？在心底里问下自己那些话的时候，其实我们就已经不是在单纯地爱这个人了，我们只是爱上了自己的不甘心。骨子里，没有一个人甘心比别人差，谁都希望自己的一切都是美的，无人可比的。

　　我们想着王子公主天真的爱情，忘记了，我们其实是生活在现实中，很多事情必须建立在现实的基础上。爱上一个人，我们其实是爱上一种感觉，只有他才能给的感觉。不爱一个人，就是因为感觉没了。不爱了就是不爱了，再勉强自己也没有用。

　　如果问你，你会怀念曾经爱过的人什么？一定不会是山盟海誓，有的其实是更多很细小的细节。哄你，呵护你，疼你，也可能因为一次的误会，一次久久不来地等候。

　　我们说会等一个人，其实等的已经不是这个人了，只是一种心情，不甘心忽然在的人说离开就离开了。如果他重新回来，你，还会一如既往地爱他，包容他的一切吗？不要那么轻易地说会，用你的心说，你，真的会吗？

　　陷在感情中无法自拔的你，在这个分手的季节里，真的领悟到了吗？对曾经的那个人，也许你真的很爱过，但你不过是爱那个不可能得到的背影和那已经摸不着的回忆。所以，何不选择就此放下，因为，我们自己希望我们自己幸福，我们要自己成全自己幸福……

-http://www.duwenzhang.com/wenzhang/aiqingwenzhang/20100101/85291.html-

HAIZ

2010-01-03T07:44:00.001-08:00

i'm freaking scare of tomorrow
><'

blessed me

2009-12-26T20:33:00.000-08:00

君在何方？？？

君可莫让伊哀矣，
彻夜难眠思君也，
心脾煎熬念君也，
极至殷盼君临至。

pls:
haha,
you please don't let me down!!!!
all of my glory is now holding in your hand ><'
if fail then my parents will chop me into pieces!!!!!!!
oh my god!!!!!!!!!!

LoV3 ^^V

2009-12-26T20:20:00.000-08:00

如果毕业证书是结婚证的话，
那么我爱你，
三年半以后我们结婚吧！

result out

2009-12-07T07:11:00.000-08:00

-tear dropping day-

should i happy???
i just fail one subject?????
yeah,
im quite happy when know about the result,
but heart still feel freaking sad...

蒹葭

2009-11-25T22:56:00.000-08:00

蒹葭蒼蒼，白露為霜。所謂伊人，在水一方。
溯洄從之，道阻且長。溯游從之，宛在水中央。

蒹葭萋萋，白露未晞。所謂伊人，在水之湄。
溯洄從之，道阻且躋。溯游從之，宛在水中坻。

蒹葭采采，白露未已。所謂伊人，在水之涘。
溯洄從之，道阻且右。溯游從之，宛在水中沚。

半兽人---早期的作品

2009-11-17T20:13:00.000-08:00

邪魅的隐没黯黑里
嘴角扬起凝望着
欲望蠢蠢欲动
身影掠起血四溅
鲜血的气息刺激着味蕾
滚烫的液体在嘴里绽放着
觉醒的细胞渴望着
下一秒下一个猎物

梦 vs 影

2009-11-12T05:08:00.000-08:00

觅君之影，
却欲忘君之梦；
影与梦俩相叠，
难辨也。

sorry ><'

2009-09-30T06:50:00.000-07:00

God!!!
Look AT ME!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT I'VE DONE??!!!!!
i fail as being a good daughter ><'
i'm speechless when YOU are having quarreling,
just with dropping tears and keep silence.

Pls:
I'M SO USELESS,
I H.A.T.E myself for being so FREAKING WEAK.

im still...

2009-08-29T08:44:00.000-07:00

hehe,
i love ms. penny very much now!!!!!!!!!

haha
because after the health care talk in auditorium,
i manage to met him ^^
BUT BUT BUT......
i fail to say goodbye ><'
i really really really feel so complicated at that time......
regret??sad???disappointed???
hmmm...
but then i'm able to meet him!!!!!
is this consider FATE between us??
haiz,
i know you all will say i'm thinking too much already ><

Pls:
God!!!!!!!
if we really no fate,
please let me forget him entirely.
my life have been disrupted.
><'

“mEmorAbLe dAy”

2009-08-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

- 27 Aug 2009 - physiology test= the end of the world -

haiz,
after the stupid test,
i wanna to cry already,
i do a lot of mistakes!!!!!!!!!!

who say i didn't study the physiology???
but the teacher ask “compare and contrast the muscle tissue fiber”
gosh...
we got numerous questions for each chapter you abide it and set this kind of the stupid question, who know???
for me,
i really dun know ><

then the teacher ask the mitotic phase...
i thought is prophase, metaphase, anaphase and telophase...
then i throw up all the things i have memerised happily, but still wrong and the teacher want those G0, G1, interphase and so on....

then there is a blur veniscular transport diagram and how i know what should i write???
i know is exocytosis but you say "transport without using the cell membrane"
ei, i thought no matter is active, passive and veniscular transport all are needed to pass through the cell membrane???

haiz...
what is this???
then the MCQ still got the minus mark marking ><'
haiz...
how???
how how??????
how how how?????????
i scare i will fail the test ><

i study a lot...
i memeorise those study anatomy terms, organelles, 11 systems, transport (active, passive and transport),
i just not really familiar with the tissues only...
then the teacher set the question which is sub subtissue...
haiz...
so fed up ><'

><'

2009-08-20T06:51:00.000-07:00

hmmm,
today i really no mood at all in doing all my assignments ><
i also dun know why???!!!!!
sometimes really feel so exhausted.....

haiz,
recently i feel myself extreme crazy ><
all is mind is like flashing of a stupid's when i'm around the school...
oh my gosh!!!!!!!!
how do i survive for the next few years here???!!!!

fiRst wEek iN UCSI

2009-07-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

haha...
just starting my school life about a week...
full of report reading materials, tutorials and lab report....
basically,
two reports for a week and sometimes having tutorial as well right after next week...
so theoretically you all should be happy be if found out i still survive in this world...
finally can feel the tension for mule and chicken when they rush their reports....
oh....
my friend always tell me she feels stress and going frustrated in the first week...
but then i told her i feel more stress after i see her so stress...
haha....

haiz...
the school quite troublesome....
after you go see clinic which locate inside the campus...
you still need to pay money in financial department and not in the counter there...
you imagine a sick person still need to walk to the financial department only can get the medicine...
so everything related to money need to pay at financial department ><

9-7-09
in the early morning...
5.15am (loo 2009)
three free people call me...
(chicken, hoong and a gong)
you all know for what????
ask me go urination....
oh gosh....
what is this??!!!!!
you three really full dead soon...
i'm planning to buy a huge oven to roast you all....
haha...
then go yamcha with them at samosa near my campus there...
the food there quite nice ^^

10-7-09
i go sign up for the digi campus plan...
1 sen for digi users whereas 6 sens for other networks...
after you spend 2 bucks on calling then you can call those digi lines for free throughout the whole day...
hahaha...
yesterday i want to call mie jie but she called me first...
but then the line got bit retarded ><
always no line.... （T.T）

pls:
hope i'm still survive for the next following weeks
god bless ^^

orientation day + eating durian

2009-07-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

haha,
today is the second day for my orientation...
okay i lost in this day ><
i'm don't know which is block A-MPH...
i just move in when i see the staircase since my brother point at this direction...
oh gosh，
after i step on then only i found out i'm in wrong place, library...

wheezz,
about 9.30,
we start our games...
then we have played plenty of games...
haha...
i take part in acting action =='
you guyz just have little guessing on what i'm going to act....
haha...
me is acting as a pregnant woman who is going to deliver ><
and my partner, mun yee is acting as my husband...
haha...
i cn't hold my smiling when i'm acting in front of the stage...

oh...
suit von is good at guessing!!!
during the guessing session,
she guess the correct answer within short time...
haha...

then around 12.10pm,
our seniors bring us for lunch at mc.donald...
mina, kar ying and terrina...
(i don't know how to spell ><' )
then while having the lunch...
we discuss about the things we have to perform later...
(we are giving a toilet paper and we have to highlight on this things during our performance)
haha...
our toilet boy, patrick..
really acting lively...
we all can't stop laughing at the backstage...
then our performance end with a song,
"oh my darling, oh my darling,
oh my darling, toilet paper,
after used and flushed,
end of the story, toilet paper"
(produced by our lyric maker, winnie ^^)

haha,
there is a mentor-mentee system...
untill now i have no idea on who is my mentor =='
i haven't call the mentor yet ><

haha...
then after 4.30pm,
we finally release from hell...
yeah...
but then when i call my brother..
he still in sunway for the health campaign ><
so i go yam cha with mun yee and jessica in old town...

haha..
my dad brought us durian...
but since my dad is out for his badminton funzz...
so the most skillful human after my dad is going to peel the durian for us...
of course not my brother...
haha...
is my brother's friend...

wheezz,
a happy day before the school start...
but then heard those seniors say..
we will die of assignments and reports after this...
><

orientation day =='

2009-07-02T05:41:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh...
today orientation day is super bored ><
starting from welcome speech by encik abu bakar at 9.30am...
then end with welcoming and introductory talk by Dean, Faculty of pharmaceutical Sciences, Assoc.Prof.Dr.Yeong SW at 4.30pm...
then in between the time...
we have given briefing by a lot of people...
haha...
really hardly to remember their names right now...

wheez...
then i'm feel extreme tired after back home...
and i found out my house gather few number of senior but just fresh graduate...
after they know me enrolled pharmacy year 1...
they say,
"welcome to UCSI"
err...
sound like pulling me to the hell....
ohya...
there is a senior stay at house for few days...
haha..
feel kinda weird also...

hahaha..
i made some new friends there...
wah..
some of them are from kedah, ipoh and perak...
(hehe, if not mistaken la~~)
very very very far....
some more got one people from puchong~~
from the same high school as me ^^
my junior and she still remember me..
so touching...
is that means that i'm quite famous in the 8 miles??!!!!
hahaha,
car pull car pull car pull!!!!!

Pls:
hope tomorrow orientation wouldn't be so bored...
since tomorrow is playing games!!!!
wheezz...
just hope don't be bored ><

i'm w0ndErINg

2009-07-01T02:08:00.001-07:00

today,
i totally feel fed up extremely...
i feel wanna cry out but holding my tears tightly...
this action will make me become more useless and silly only...
really wondering what is meant by "friend"??!!!!

okay fine...
whatever the matter is...
i really feel tired of thinking this kind of things recently...
so just forget about it...
may be i'm the one who didn't consider or concern for others...
okay,
i'm worst ><

vIsItiNg dAy to my working place ^^

2009-06-30T20:16:00.000-07:00

wheezz..
before my school start...
i decide to visit my evilness by holding 3 packets of Mamee....
haiz...
if i got money, i will buy chocolate or hello panda to you all...
but recently really ><'
haha...
finally realized that i'm really welcomed by my students...
i haven't moved inside the classroom...
then was surrounded by the students..
got some of the students are shouted，
“teacher lim is coming back...”
all of sudden...
the kids run toward me crazily and i was hug tightly buy the students...
haha...
i really scare they will break my pair of fragile leg ><
joking joking...
feeling the atmosphere so touching....

hehe,
the my boss jokes with me and say,
"teacher lim you really like a honey, all the bees are attracted by you"
haha..
then i wonder,
"may be they are attracted by Mamee only, LoL"

wheezz,
then got some parents come to me and say...
"teacher lim, you so nice, treat the students so good and always bring some snacks to the kids"
"haha, i like the kids very much, they very cute..."
"haha, they like you as well...."

haha,
i really feel my hardship for months in there is valuable...
but then i hope next time i won't work there again...
the smiling of the kids hunt and trap me strongly now... ><

when i see the new teacher guiding their homework...
she gives me a bad impression...
not i want to say she not good...
but in term of teaching she really =='
quite irresponsible....

Pls:
kid's world really good...
no worries...
the adults' world really complicated
><

hEy gIrLs

2009-06-29T01:36:00.000-07:00

hey girls...
what is meant by "just to inform you bla bla bla....."
is this meant by i'm not willing hang around with you guys??!!!
after i hear this...
i'm really freaking out...

hey girls,
HOW LONG YOU HAVE KNOWN ME?!!!
is YEARS....
you should know my parents are strictly not allowing me out at night....
but somehow still want me try to make this??!!!
i have those arguments with my parents about these before...
but now i extreme doubt whether i'm doing wrong??!!!
is this valuable for me??!!!
i suddenly feel exhausted ><
is there any wrong for my parents to worry about me???
suddenly i feel so sorry for my parents from my heart deeply...

hey girls,
the most shocking me is when the time we plan to go redbox....
insisting me to find a student card...
what if i can't find a student card??!!!!
pay for the rest??!!!!
some more i tell you i'm in deep poor recently...
ok, it's just fine...
the things make me feel anger is you seem shock when i told you that my sister don't have a student card....
oh...
may be i'm wrong..
i should use the word "wonder"....
hahaha...
just like i'm not trustable...
therefore i only talk few words the left the conversation...
if not i scare i will burst out that night...

hey girls...
did i force you to come out yam cha with me when you are busying with assignments, reports or even working...
no right???
but why you will persuade me to take leave when i'm working???
find my hard time to meet you when i'm having exam or assignments...
or even have to go out at night at those unfamiliar places...
seriously i really unlike kL area ><

pls:
haha,
got little fussy here,
everything will be fine tomorrow...

sCh0oLiNg s0oN ><

2009-06-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

hahaha...
i'm officially a pharmacy student in UCSI after 3 more days....
the feeling is quite complicated...
this is the dream i have spent 3 years to succeed it...
so i should be glad with it right???
but after having a quite glance with those evilness notes...
i hold my breathe tightly...
oh gosh...
plenty of the notes consist of biology scope ><
i feel like dying already...
who ask me phobia to the biology deeply since i know it ><

haiz...
i get my timetable some more~~
its super retarded ><
all my classes end at 6pm except friday....
that's means i will have not only witness those traffic jam scenes in my way home but also experience it too...
oh...
it's really extreme interesting journey...
haha..
car pull will be a good idea if i find any live in Puchong ^^

hehe,
now i'm imagining my orientation day...
wearing formal attire and walking with heels...
i'm sweating...
hope wouldn't be bored like taylors ><
please just don't give briefing for a whole day only...
talking so long not good for your respiratory system...
siting so long will weaken my nervous system...

haha...
i heard my brother the orientation is held by year 2 students...
but the problems i know no one from year 2 ><

Pls:
if they bully me...
will my brother hold the justice for me??
oh...
sure he will...
but existing in my dream only...
hahaha

random post ><

2009-06-27T04:30:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh~~
recently i feel myself like a lotus eater,
leading my life aimlessly ><
i'm doing nothing for my revision for this few days,
tend to peace my soul by just lying on the bed and staring the ceiling...
may be thinking what i'm being now after having my long break...
but sometimes i have successfully tighten my friendship bond with my high school friends...
since i will hard to manage my time to hang out when my school start later...
so better hang out now...
haha...

-shogun buffet-reunion-dai shou's hse-

2009-06-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh~~
i don't know what have happen on me today~~
what i know is i'm torturing my stomach for almost half of the day~
i hope my stomach won't hate me ><
in the early morning...
i drink a cup of milk with corn flake
(my favourite breakfast) *wink*
then i fly to my boss there~~
wheezzzz..
my boss belanja me shogun buffet at sunway there~~
actually i have struggled whether want to go or not~~
but then i want to give a gold chance to my boss to show her sincerity on me~~
so lastly i made up my mind to go there~~
haha....

so i keep on feeding my stomach with foods from 12.15pm to 4:45pm...
realize my stomach really elastic and can hold plenty of food...
but then i got a bit scare my stomach will suddenly burst up randomly>< me n teacher zheng take lots of sushi, soup, cake, tempura and so on~~
wheezzz...
both of us are craving the cheesy food~~
we keep on take chocolate and cheesy food...
but then got a teacher....
really totally different from us...
she gets all those extreme healthy food...
like vegetarian roll, tomatoes, beans those stuff..
oh my gosh~~
is this teacher consider a human in this earth???
haha...
jk jk jk

oh...
then after this...
i move to another destination....
me n my family all fly to bangsar village to have dinner with my dai shou's family there~~
haha...
then i eat again at reunion there...
i eat quite lot~~
the prawn really tasty..
i like this dishes the most ><
haha....
having a great dinner with them~~

after having dinner...
then we fly to my dai shou's house~~
both of our family celebrate father's day together....

Pls:
for sure i'm eating a piece of cake....
for sure i'm full now...
for sure i'm can't sleep now...
for sure i'm hanging aroung now..
for sure i'm writing a blog now....
for sure i'm nothing to do now...
for sure i'm crapping now....

haha...
i think today is a day for my stomach..
to show its royality for me..
or a day for my digestive system...
to show its still functioning great...
or a day for me....
to show i'm actually can eat a lot???

hang with my dai shou's family

2009-06-10T22:32:00.000-07:00

-10 Jun 2009-

last night dai shou ask me whether want go shopping with her or not...
then i laughed and said "see tomorrow can wake up or not first..."
(because i have no money ><)
then in the early morning my brother ask me to come along...
so i settle everything and follow him...
"haha, i no need bring my purse right??"
quite assuring when know no need...

haha...
then we move to fetch them and fly to one utama...
hahaha...
i realise i can crap to her sister...

wheezz...
my brother bought me HELLO PANDA, MEIJI!!!!
yeah..
i love my brother...
finally find some sibling's love from him...
haha....

then we move to shogun to eat buffet...
i'm not tend to eat sashimi ><
but then my brother ask me try （==’）
ohhhh...
when the food is rotating inside my mouth...
my taste bud is bursting...
the feeling is like you are eating the lively animal...
luckily those still can acceptable...
i really don't dare to eat the oyster...
ohh....
its disgusting~~
hahaha..
i eat quite a lot~~
like tempura, anago yaki, beijing duck, cooked oyster, pudding, sushi, ice-cream, smash potato and so on....
wheezzz...
i like the mashed potato so much ^^

after having buffet then we go shopping~~
then i bought one formal shirt in padini~~
really cheap, human....
its oni 29bucks after having discount...
haha...

after shopping around then we go eat dessert....
we order one honeydew toufa, durian pan cake and one hai dai ye~~
the durian pan cake,
its fascinating~~~
it can compare to the durian puff in kota raya there ^^

huray!!
finally got someone bring my honey to repair!!!!
the honk is saved
but then i found out something weird!!!!
they just change my front tyres only （= =）’’
the feeling just like one leg wear new shoes and one leg wear old shoes
its weird ><

my eldest brother back home

2009-06-10T22:14:00.000-07:00

-9 Jun 2009-

wheezz...
my eldest bother finally back home ^^
sweating...
im looking forward his chocolate but then nothing from him...
sobbing sobbing sobbing
then my mum ask me come along with my elder brother to KLIA

"咪，做么要怡跟着来？她又不识路？"
“有伴嘛！”
“我给胆你咯...”

then we wait outside for along half an hour....
if i know so bored...
then i sleep at home la....
what is this??!!!
just because my mum say...
"show your sibling's love"

haha..
then bring my dai shou home..
then my dai shou's daddy bring us yam cha at steven's corner...
the food ok ok~~
the mee goreng quite salty...
so i eat half only><
that day i back home at 1sth...
then my mum complaint my room too messy...
and my sis leaved message to me...
"姐，记得你回来的时候叫我起身，很重要的，因为我有数学题不会做。记得要叫我。重要的..."
sweating...
haha..
then i clean my room and solving her stupid question...
so i slept at 3sth...

yeah...
im super tired and wiped out><

sing k with jp n hi

2009-06-10T21:59:00.000-07:00

-7 jun2009-

haha...
actually my parents want bring us to IOI Mall...
however..
the plan change when they need to go temple...
so i ask jye ping to visit jia pei's house...

but before that we go han iung's house and celebrate his birthday..
yes,
you are right...
cake need money and i used up all the money ><
can i hate him a???

haha...
then i borrowed many cds from him....
after that we watch "王的男人" at his house...
but then quite bored...
so we decide move to next destination...
and we all decide to go jia pei's house...
however,
the plan is totally spoilt since we move newayz...
haha...
then han iung paid about 100bucks for it...
yes...
i owe him 30bucks ><
can i ask him forget about it???
haha...

haha, special for penguin

2009-06-10T21:55:00.000-07:00

-6 Jun2009-

haha...
so sad for can't hang out with you...
since my purse left 10bucks...
so i think i can't survive myself in mid valley with these...
haha..
so you enjoy your shopping there ^^

sing k with lok you gang

2009-06-10T21:05:00.000-07:00

-5 Jun 2009-

yes, you right....
my purse is empty....
so when bell asked me out to sing k...
actually i want to refuse since i'm really in deep poor already...
but then xian will have her vocation in new zealand next monday...
so i need to go out since we will have less chance to meet each other since i'm going to have my class after 2July...

then i go see my petrol...
all my cold sweat n hot sweat came out since it almost dry out...
luckily that night my parents bring us to having dinner outside....
then my sweetest daddy filled up the petrol till full tank...

"你要打多少？"
“随缘啦！不过就多多益善”
“30？”
“酱好像少了点诚意...”
“哈哈，就50啦”

later i ask my mum for money to buy the egg tart for my wah zhai uncle...
since last time i buy egg tart for parents...
then my mum said why not buy more for the uncle...
sweating...
i where got money??!!!
haha...
then my lovely mum sponsor me 50bucks
the term and condition i have to buy 10egg tart for the uncle

yeah,
then i have settled petrol and money problems...
the last problems is i don't have student id!!!!
so i ask my brother to lend one for me...
ohyeah,
its great since he manage to dig one for me...
here,
Thank for my senior since she lend me her student card ^^
i love you forever...

in the early morning
i flied tmn.desa to fetch xian and bell...
this is the further place i know...
haha...
then bell direct me to mid.valley....
hope this time her boyfriend didn't say 一路顺风 to her again ><

then we rushed the buy "seventeen again" ticket....
after ran to redbox...
haha....
bell still the same...
love the stupid song "dai guo"
then we go out took the buffet outside...
wah...
its really delicious
i like the chocolate pudding!!!! ^^
the oyster not bad also...
whezzz...
xian and bell like the chocolate cake...

then we go sang and crapped till 1:30pm in redbox...
after that we rushed to cinema to watch movie...
wah....
the young main character very handsome...
really an apple of eyes ^^

after watcing movie...
we go shop around..
then we are having tea at ??? (i don't know the place ><)
haha...
we ate you zha guai and soya there....
its quite nice ^^
then both of us start gossip time till 6sth...
then i fetch xian home....
haha...
no need trouble kai ma to fetch xian home...
since bell is there to direct me back home from xian's house...

haha...
let see how much i have given to mid valley today...
redbox:11.50bucks
movie:7bucks
tea:3.90bucks
egg tart plus ham dan sou：17bucks
haha..
den 40bucks is gone....
that means i left 10bucks...

sing k with a chicken

2009-06-10T20:48:00.000-07:00

-2Jun2009-

this is quite random...
when i'm having my lunch and watching movie's time...
chicken asked me to go sing k...
mie jie cant join us since she got class ><
then a gong is earning money...
so only left two of us ><

oh my gosh,
sing with a chicken...
he only know how to hold the mike and sing "kok kok kok"
-his favorite song-

haha...
then i filled my purse up to 35bucks and flied to taylors
(feel touching when my brother sponsor me 15bucks, but then the feeling gone after my brother take all the rest of my money after i'm back home ><)

if not mistaken,
then we sing from 3 to 7pm...
since my throat is going to break down after it...
feel so sorry for cc n robin since can't go sing k tomorrow with them...
so they cancel the plan to redbox and go for lunch at IOI Mall
(haha, i didn't go since my purse is empty ><)

ohyeah...
this time cost me 26bucks (T.T)

hang out with a buffalo ^^

2009-06-10T20:14:00.000-07:00

-1 Jun 2009-

In the early in the morning,
i took bus to mid valley....
then i waited buffalo at guardian there...
wheezz
the buffalo is a bit late...
may be i wait her at the wrong place..
should i wait her at Zoo?!!
haha...
don't whack me >< style="font-size:180%;">sushi king for lunch~~
haha...
i took few plates of sushi and eat...
then mie jie order a set of meal...
some more with yakult....

wheezzz
then we start shopping after having lunch.
haiz...
retarded >< style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204); font-weight: bold;">need to wear formal clothes to school....
so i have to spied around where got formal clothes with great price...

then having a long distance walking...
our legs start to have arguments to us...
so we have to find out a place to settle this...
haha..
then we settle at mc.donald....
wheezz..
we both ate ice-cream there ^^

haha....
then later we move to guardian again...
i have shown my little supports to nivea, nair, clean and clear...

wheezz...
before back home...
i bought egg tarts for my family...
the taste really fascinating...

haha....
my brother come here to fetch me back home...
then with the mangkuk...
so i sat on back-seated and watch the glamourous view on the car's window...
it's amazing and great..

yam cha with cc

2009-06-10T19:40:00.000-07:00

haha,
really met him randomly
we met due to the vegetarian cake
he asked me where can buy the vegetarian cake...
sweating (= ='')
how i know???
actually if you eat egg, you can eat normal cake...
the difference between them is one with eggs and one without egg.
so i asked him whether his friend eats egg or not...
but then he said he don't know ><
since i'm on the way driving to buy my lunch
so i helped him spy around...
then i found out las toast has sold.
but then he can't find the place...
he asked me how to go....
oh..
this must be a millennium joke in this world...
i don't know how to direct people ><
so have to drive back to the place from my house.
however he didn't buy the vegetarian cake since his friend can egg cake (=='')
sweat-ing

after we bought the cake and we went old town yam cha and IOI Mall
we crapped a lot...
haha,
even from pha-Max to pha-LIM also.

wheezzz
i will open a company named as pha-LIM
v(^.^)v

wake up!!! ><

2009-06-05T08:42:00.000-07:00

oh my gosh...
i think this break is too long for me....
i really forget how to memorize or the ways to rush my assignments...
feel my life like the burst up balloon...
after "pop" then become nothing...

i know this break is the critical moment for me to reinforce...
but how if i can't stuck anything inside my mind...
when i hold the books...
will seriously feel bored...
what can i do?!!!
really clueless...

PLS:
i need study mode!!!
but how to turn it on???!!!!

can you talk 2 me, my dearest wallet?!!!

2009-06-03T07:57:00.000-07:00

my dearest wallet...
i'm your owner!!!!
why you pretend dun know me??!!!!
i feel sore...
you know??!!!

haha,
i know i'm wrong since i always let you separate with your friends...
i know you need friendship too....
seriously,
i'm sorry....

hmm...
you don't worry,
i promise...
one day i will bring other friends and intro to you, okay??!!!
so please talk 2 me...
you really quiet recently...
i miss your friends...
you know where they are???!!!!!
if can,
i wish to find them back to you....

迷雾

2009-06-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

望着车窗的倒影
刀鑿般的脸孔
深邃的眼神
呢喃倾述的表情
瞬时
迷惑了我

车外的晚霞
亦显得格外逊色
四周弥漫着久挥不散的迷雾
就似我对你的思念
挥散不去...

何时
风姐姐才能把我心中的迷雾
徐徐地吹散

pls：
风姐姐，
你在哪儿?!!!

wah, its for you, vny

2009-05-28T20:56:00.000-07:00

haha,
vny....
can't expect right??
this post is specially for you...
feel touching o not???

haha,
i also don't know why you always feel angry while people call your gor as chicken???
haiyo,
relax human....
we just playing only...
we have our limit and wouldn't get over of it...
and the most important thing is....
this is our way to bonded our friendship or even "family" together tightly...
no offend wan...
our class, E2 just like a zoo...
and mr.yap is our zoo keeper...
if you want find any animals you can call him...
(ohhh, mr.yap please don't whack me~~)

haha,
so hope you can understand it..
it's normal for us to call him chicken...
like he calls us donkey, buffalo, mule, penguin, horse, rat and etc etc.
haha...
i call chicken head only...
better then he call me donkey still want to add some descriptions...

pls:
if you still don't understand and can't accept it....
can just kindly ignore my blog....
and just remember don't spam on my chatbox..
thanx for your cooperation.... ^^

mission accomplish ^^

2009-05-25T05:12:00.000-07:00

hey,
2day last day working at sri.riwayat. V(^.^)V
when the clock points at 6:30pm sharp,
the feeling of that time is...
after i force myself drink a cup of 100plus on the spot....
very comfortable but hardly say a word...
no word can express how i feel at the moment...
i can't scream since i need to remain my reputation.
i can't shout loud since the parents around will thought i'm crazy...
i hold all my strong desires tightly...
i din scream, shout, yell, or even scold my kids...
i just let it go peacefully...
watching at my kids and say goodbye inside my heart...
Goodbye, my kids...
i wouldn't come back anymore.
haha....
i'm swearing...

sweating...
when i hear my kids want to bully the teacher,
so i will come back again....
haha....
i'm now praying for you all...
hope the new teacher is fierce enough...
hohoho,
then you all will regret to lost a good teacher like me...

yeah,
there is no more nightmares......
yeah,
there is no more teacher lim...
yeah,
there is no more war...
yeah,
there is an over...
yeah,
i'm crazy.

-不存在的女儿-

2009-05-24T00:37:00.000-07:00

呵呵,
初阅读这本书的时候,
自己就像一个疯子般急切的把自己投入于书的漩涡里.
过了不久,
就开始从漩涡里挣扎出来了.
真的真的真的,
万万真的想不到自己梦寐以求的书,
故事情节既然是如此般的出乎意料,
失望呀!!!

唉,
我理想中的它,
应该是这样的...

当若拉走不出女儿已夭折的阴影,
若拉该带点神经质,
甚至连呼吸都会感受到她的存在,
活于精神崩溃边缘,
可是保护儿子的欲望却让她存活下来,
替她填补部分内心深处莫名的失落
可儿子长期活于双胞胎妹妹的阴霾下,
活得没有自我,
开始学会反抗了,
对年纪若同的女孩会有暴力倾向.

大卫呢??
则存于人心惶惶之间,
故事里的他实在太太太静谧且是个好好先生,
有点禅的味儿.
我觉得当他活在生活的煎熬下,
肯定会沉不住气了,
当他看见年纪与儿子相邻的女孩,
总有把它拍下来的欲望,
想那天编制成一本相簿给他妻子.
企图填补妻子心灵上创伤;
或许长期活于人心惶惶之间,
深怕那天秘密会揭开,
最后,
他成了个疯子...

哈哈,
还有其他的点子,
懒惰把它写成文字了.
唉,
多么渴望没看过只本书,
现在所有的幻想都落空了,
好失落耶. ><

pls;
看了两回,
感觉依旧,
失望透顶...

A bit random

2009-05-22T07:16:00.000-07:00

haha,
very funny~~
i'm holding justice for my students through msn...
who ask her always talk nonsense about my students in school...
always ask my student propose to my another student...
give her a great lesson just now...
haha...
only i can say them is a couple. ：P

PLs:
yeah,
i like the words i say
"i'm still is teacher lim till next mon, so must teach u all some education stuff..."
i'm really not bad ^^

不存在的女儿

2009-05-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

哈哈，
我终于狠下心来买了一本我渴望已久的书，《不存在的女儿》。
当然得付出点代价，
现在干瘪的钱包正对我做无声的抗议（= =）’
小小眼儿干瞪着我 ><

不过，
看完了还真失望耶！！！
现在，
不止觉得空虚，
心还莫名的痛了起来，
为我失去的钱姐妹们哀悼。

内容嘛？？
真的一般而已，
甚至有点空洞，
或许被觉引人入胜的大纲给欺骗了。
唉，
中间呢？？！！！
有点无聊，
只是到了最后有点小感动。
笔者最成功的地方就是能让读者带着淡淡的忧愁就这样而已。
也因为这样，
心忧郁了一会儿，
觉得自己的问题没什么大了的。
呜呼哀哉～

LaSt dAy

2009-05-21T20:20:00.000-07:00

hey,
reali can't believe it!!!!!
i'm now slowly floating from the helL already,
the war is going to end soon.
finally can put an end to sorrow, depressed, frustrated, tear and so on
i'm very excited now,
but i know in the remaining 5hours n 30min later,
still is a challenge for me.

haiz,
i hope those mangkuk can let me have a memorable last day.
just one day.
can you all do that???!!!!
Hope so,
but i know this will be the hardest mission in this world.

yeah,
i'm just dreaming...
this time i know...
I NEVER HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE.

pls:
oohhhhh...
now is 12:01,
i'm going to face a war...
God bless.

puzzle

2009-05-18T07:10:00.000-07:00

day by day,
suddenly found out...
the pieces of the puzzle has no more in solidarity,
starting dropping down,
one by one
slowly...

i'm stunt,
feel all my hardship has gone,
i'm scared
and just keep on running...

i'm just watching
by staying aside,
watching the people around there
stealing my pieces...
or even stepping across them.
but i do nothing.
i'm just laughing.

it's a dream...
or
just a joke.

Pls:
puzzle,
no matter how hard you play,
it will be imperfect if u have lost some of the pieces,
or just even lost one piece.

-CouNt d0Wn-
-2 days-

gAthErIng wIf high schooL fRieNd ^^

2009-05-17T05:27:00.000-07:00

wheezz...
2day having gathering with gzp, jack, stanley, han fei
a bit sad lo,
oni five mangkuk oni...
the rest like missing. ><
haiz...
evans, cc, robin, pei pei, zc all cnt come~~~
last time v hang out like a huge gang wan~~

haha, bt den 2day finali see stanley's face already~~
since last time he said he bcum veli leng zhai wo~~
2day finali see...
haha...
finali see his new style alr...

wheezz....
first v having lunch in wong kok thr...
oh gosh,
the air-conditioner thr reali make me all my cold sweat n hot sweat all come out~~
super hot!!!!
like having free sauna thr ><
haha,
den i talk abt my students~~
having same thoughts with jack!!!
when c kids, wan 2 whack them!!!!
whack whack whack!!!!!
bt den gzp says she very enjoy teaching...
she addict 2 c kid's face after torture by her...(= =)''

haha,
then v hang 2 jusco thr since gzp wan 2 buy HL milk...
wah, den i try the anlene concentrate thr~~
oh my lord!!!!!!
it reali taste good~~~
(err, u all dun have other thought!!!if nt fully dead...)

haha,
den v go movie~~~
yeah,
angels n demons!!!!!
the story reali fascinating!!!!
bt den a bit 2 easy 2 let the professor find out the clue....
a bit fast, not much, can take summore (monkey 2008 )

then v go lepak at popular~~~
haiz...
see plenty of my dream books...
bt den...
last time i jux bought 消失的女儿...
so now my wallet need a break for others...
haha..
reading my harry potter first~~
u all guai guai wait me thr~~
after harry potter,
u guys turn~~ ^^

pls:
2day ioi like a warm oven!!!!
may b they wan us 2 experience the global warming inside first...
then oni v can take measure for it??!!!!
haha...
save the world~~

oh please!!!

2009-05-15T06:29:00.000-07:00

mie jie,
i post the other half already...
haha

oh please!!!!!!!
jux please stop from telling me those stupid phisolophy??!!
i get bored of it....
u tot i dun know meh??
alwaz listen year by year...
u thought i never think of those aspect that u told me??!!
i had!!!!
i jux want caring...
not much right??!!!
why always think thet i cnt withstand the hardness??!!!
hey...
i have work 4 half year..
better then the stupid teacher wong who only work one day den run away...

when i feel bored n tired..
cn u please give me some breath????
please dun always tell me
"吃得苦中苦，方为人上人。你现在吃不了一点苦，那以后在社会怎么办？？？不然，做人有用吗？？？"
“人在做，天在看。”
“你帮下人家做啦！！！人家又没有亏待你，做人不可绝情，以后有报应的。”

oh please,
i even know
"天欲将大任于斯人，必先苦其心志，劳其筋骨，饿其体肤，空乏其身，其拂乱其所为"

i know!i know!! i know!!!
know it den how???!!!!

FREAK OUT

2009-05-12T06:47:00.000-07:00

cry for 2 hours~~
do u try b4??!!!
if u try b4....
u sure know your eyes will be PAIN, RED sumore will become SMALLER. (><)
sumore the nose like got sth stuck inside...
like me now.

seriously,
i dun care everything but your words.
this is the first time u talk to me so loud.
this is the reason y i cry for so long.
even get hurt from you.
can u just please dun think i just don't like the stupid job then i cry.
i got think many aspects that you tell me.
y the world alwaz like that wan??!!!
i just a normal kid...
just wanna get support from you only...
but y???!!!!!!!!!!!!
the answer alwaz difference??
i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
alwaz say i grow up,
but y make all the decisions for me???!!!!!!!
din respect 2 my decision??!!!!
still treat me like kids??!!!
the question i has wondered for a decade!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE THEORY!!!!!!!
STUPID THEORY!!!!!
JUST A THREATEN!!!!!!

haiz, y i so sad wan!!!

2009-05-11T06:41:00.000-07:00

A bit random here~~
Teacher Wong
the teacher who suppose 2 replace me RUN AWAY alr!!!!!!! (>.<)''
for sure MY BOSS ring me up n ask me work 4 her til this fri....
oh gosh!!!!!!!
all my students know i din work 4 her anymore...
the now what is this o???!!!
haiz...
tmr they surely ask me y i come again wan...
wei
no face leh....

i feel the world is brighten when i know i no need 2 work already...
bt now extreme cloudy.
ei,
the teacher wong oni cum here n work 1 days oni den off herself...
me leh...
work so many months stil working~~~
sumore 2day i give the students veli easy 2 handle wan...
><

pls:
teacher wong....
u come back la~~
u off...
den i need 2 on...
oh my gosh~~~
i wan 2 die....

happy birthday ^^

2009-05-03T07:47:00.000-07:00

wheeezzz...
i drove to Mid Valley yesterday!!!!
(= =)"
i totally don't know the way to go.....
hahaha...
luckily bell sit beside me..
if nt, i fully dead ( chicken 2008)
haha....
she quite worry when see i don't know the way~~
haiyo...
bt den her bf quite bad lo~~
he told bell "yi lu shun feng" when he knew i drove her thr....
pls lo~~
i got bit skill wan leh!!!
yeah~~
one thing 2 clarify here~~
my parking skill improve alr!!!!!
haha...
i settle my car park on the spot~~
very beautiful car parking~~

yeah~~
we go sing k at redbox to celebrate my dear bell bell's birthday... ^^
but then foong very shui wan~~
(oops, foong, pls don't judo me!!!! ><)
reach early n start sing alr...
solo in the room~~
sumore is the song i don't know~~ ><
haha...
actually "blur you" sing with us 2gather...
but then aeroplane after that~~
so lok you dang from six left only three plp here~~
since xian cannot make it while sa at australia~~
but then good ah~~
each plp cn hold one mike
sumore no need hear some sarah's style singing~~
haha...
god bless!!!
jk jk...

haha
we shop later after that~~
then blur you turn up~~
we go makan at secret recipe since bell crave for her appetizer thr...
then after we meet MAE...
then v all go zara since she want buy heels thr...
haha....
then v hanging ard...
wah~~
long time din see her alr ^^
she still rmb the time im study geografy with her~~
gosh~~
i forget about it already (= =)''
haha...
she said she missed the time while craping with me~~
haha...
dont know she rmb apply the falling skill that i crap to her??

haha...
then later we back home since i rush to buy cake for my sis...
yeah~~
i buy tiramisu cake n neacklace for her~~
spent like 39+25bucks only for her!!! (T.T)
(lucikly my bro got sponsor 20bucks for me!!!haha, but then 20bucks contribute to my petrol alr) ><
im quite kind~~
haha...
but then my wallet nt kind to me anymore ><
yeah!!!!!!
im bankrupt again!!!
hahaha...

pLs:
happy birthday 2 my dearest bell bell N my deviL sis ^^

whezz, am i pro crap-ing??!!!

2009-05-03T07:39:00.000-07:00

haha,
i really find myself good at crap-ing. XD

hehe...
on phone with yan xin jux now...
hmm...
a person that i know within half days...
we know each other when the time we had interview in UCSI
then we can talk like chicken already~~
we both quit look 4ward for 2July~~
haiz...
but then she said orientation day quite bored wo~~
haha...
don't know la~~
c how la~~
hope can get fun during that time~~

PlS:
Hope UCSI can accept her IELTS result...
all the best to her ^^

moody

2009-04-29T08:56:00.000-07:00

my boss come near me n ask me....
"teacher lim, can you work for me few more weeks???"
den i just say...
"err, only one more weeks. if cnt, then only i work 2 more weeks. that's my limit.... "
"ohh, thank you. later got a person come n interview...."

the next day...
my boss din tell me whether the person success in the interview o not...
just ask me do this do that...
haiz...
i'm thinking
can you just let me know whether i should work next month o not....
like this....
i feel very suffer lo...
but then u don't tell me, i don't want ask you also...

pls:
sometimes i really feel the world very materialistic wan....
you are nonsense if you are not important anymore for the particular person.
ehhh, tell u here....
i will never ever back to u there for work want!!!!!!!!!

y i always say im working like dog??!!!

2009-04-29T07:58:00.000-07:00

first of all...
i need to mention that my working time start at 8am to 6:30pm...
then my target students are standard 1,2,4,5,6 n form 1.

in the 8-8:30am...
due to my stupid kindness...
i have to stand at the stupid place for half an hour...
because when the kindergarten school open...
then i see many cute kids...
so i went there to help other teacher to take care some new kids....
when the boss see me like this so ask me to help her...
"teacher lim a, u stand here n help me for one month because teacher cheong has to guide the students clock-in."
"ohh, ok a..."

PLs:
i have been stand thr stupidly til now. Right now, i feel extreme angry. CHEAT ME FOR SO MANY MONTHS!!! Due to this stupid reason, i never punctual to work, even i go earlier, i also drive veli slowly so that won't reach so earlier...

then at 12-1pm
tis wan more stupid!!!!!!
i have to serve as kakak!!!!!!!!!!!
i have to take rice for them....(included the kindergarten day care)
then even i haven finish my lunch...
the situation just like...
i eat half den go take rice for them which wan to add extra food...
later i have to take bread for the kids.... (kindergarten's lady bird)
hey,
im rushing till wanna die already...
then their teacher eat their lunch....
sumore got a teacher go sleep....
ei....
am i the one to go rest???!!!

Comes to 4sth... (when few days, not everyday)
after the kindergarten kids finish their tea n come ard me...
ask me whr their sit n start doing their hw...
den i'm become their day care teacher...
have to guide their hw 2!!!!
hey,
pls....
at the same time...
i have to....
guide them..
guide my own students...
give my students tuition...
u tot im superwoman a???

sometimes,
my boss come near me at 4sth...
"teacher lim, can you help me handle one of the standard one kids...."

then 3sth is my peak hour...
even is my most hot temper release time...
"teacher lim a, i dont want do my hw..."
"teacher lim, i dun know how to do, i dun wan alr...."
"teacher lim, how to do..."
"teacher lim, he beats me..."
"teacher lim, teach me..."
"teacher lim!!!!!!!!"
"tecaher lim, y u always dun care me wan... "
arghhhhhhhhh....

haiz....
pls la....
i take little salary then have to work like dog...
just 1200bucks...
i dont think is high lo...
i have done overload...
sumore i always work over time wan....
bcos my kids alway cnt finish their hw....
oni me so kind....
see u all complete ur work oni im back home....
other teacher back home earlier wan....
haiz...
wat is tis???!!!!

PlS:
haha, after working for so many months, i feel myself so stupid!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid + silly = Me
yeah!!!!!!!
so stupid me!!!!!!!!!!!!

wat is tis??!!!

2009-04-29T07:05:00.000-07:00

haiz...
my boss said she cannot find a person to replace me leh...
she said some of the interviewees dun even know what is simpulan bahasa...
sumore got interviewees don't know the simple grammars....
she craps for a few minutes...
"teacher lim, can you work for me for few more days. Hmm, don't worry, i will increase your salary. Then, you can come at 8:45am, i let u sleep little more, i know you veli tired wan..."
oh my gosh!!!!!!
wat is this??!!!!
when i'm aroud...
use me like dog...
den when i want to leave just offer me some benefits...
den i just say,
"erm, you try your best find other teachers la. i really feel tired because i got do my revisions at night. err, i go back discuss with my parents...."

haiz...
is really feel complicated...
in one aspect,
i don't like my work...
i will die if i continue to work...
i just think i always use by plp wan...
since i have done a lot of work that nt belong to me...
in another view,
i'm touched by the new offered salary....

haiz...
now just pray she can find teacher replace me....
bt then i know it is very hard for her...
since i know i'm a kind, responsible, patient teacher...
hahaha....

haiz....
stupid leh..
when i make my mind not to work for her even how high she pay me...
bt den my dad said me cannot so 绝情，
say gave her two more weeks to find a new teacher...

haiz...
because of two stupid words...
i have to work like highclass kakak...
wat is this???
i reali dun like lo...

Pls:
if i dun like sth...
i won do it perfectly wan....
i wil feel breathless while im working wan....
haiz...
wat is this???!!!!!!!

唉

2009-04-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

2天+ 4天= 6天！！！！
这意味着我只需要做高级kakak多六天就好了～～
不过，
可我度日如年啊！！！
六天不就六年了吗？？！
呜呼哀哉！！！！！！！
唉～～～

伊人

2009-04-20T07:00:00.000-07:00

伊人啊！！！
汝终于来替吾之置！！！
吾可是盼得望穿秋水啊！！！

伊人啊！！！
吾对汝可深激至，
泪满衫呀！！！

伊人啊！！
未能即将此江山拱手相让予伊人，
吾常蹉吁矣。

伊人啊！
四日以后，
我可就在远方；
可伊人啊！
汝就在这方！

伊人啊！
吾可有千种风情对汝倾述，
可又不知从何说起，
只想对伊人说，
“切珍重啦！”

叶问

2009-04-18T00:12:00.000-07:00

哈哈哈，
看完叶问这部戏以后，
还蛮喜欢甄子丹所演绎的叶问的角色耶！
很喜欢他说的那句话，
“咏春武术博大精深，综合了武术与儒术思想...” （就类似这样的意思）
哈哈哈，
就因结合了儒术的思想，
他没了习武之人的戾气，可却又多了一份儒家的出世。
就很喜欢他那横眉冷对千夫指，俯首甘为孺子牛的气质。

当闻自己同胞陷于苦难中，
勇于入世，
沸腾着热血澎湃的心，
捍卫着咱们的名族，
唤醒了沉睡中的我们，
激起了捍卫祖国的浪花，
而这股汹涌的浪涛就这样永不磨灭的世袭着，
直到现今...

wheezz, siNg k wif a buFfALo n chiCkEN

2009-04-17T20:30:00.000-07:00

In the earlier morning...
im gotta wake up 2 work alr....
bt den 2day have different feelings...
bcos normali i shout out loud n say...
"arrghhhhhh, i dun wan wake up n dun wan 2 work!!!!!!!!!!"
den 2day so excited 2 work~~
bcos finali cn go out sing k alr...

den 2day teaching the students...
feel tired oso...
since need 2 teach him math (divide)
gosh!!!!!!!!!
teach him 4 so many days...
he stil cnt get it ><
"ei, u do faster la"
"haiz, u faster calculate la"
hahaha...
so sorry 4 him la...
im rushing my time la!!!

den after i change my clothes...
my kids ask me
"teacher, u wear like tis wan 2 go marry a???"
"teacher, u go dating a???"
OMG!!!!!!
my cold sweat n hot sweat all come out...

hehe,
so sad 4 da buffalo since she nid 2 wait me like 1 hour at taylors thr...
(bt den i try my best 2 speed thr alr...)

hahaha...
take few minutes 2 beautified my parking...
quite good alr de la if compare with last time...
den v go red box book the room frm 2pm to 5pm n later go sakae sushi 4 lunch...
hahaha..
my beauty pic stil with buffalo...

wheezz....
after makan...
v go buy oak coal cream at watson thr..
( pls: da cream better performance well on a buffalo face, if nt i wil b fully dead!!!! ><")
den buffalo's hp ringing!!!
haha...
is chicken song~~~
so cn guess who is it la....
den v go find him...
yEah!!!
den v go sing k~~~

wah~~
since thr hs 3 mikes...
so each of us cn hold one mike~~
haha...
finali cn shout out~~~
since i hav jailed in2 a enclosed place 4 a long long time...
cn release here alr....

den after v go sing k...
v go watch mv...
The Mall Corp- Paul Blart
the mv is veli funny
da chicken n buffalo thk tat its quite pointless...
bt den i thk is i got theme leh.
" 行行出状元"
haha...
later v go secret recipe 2 celebrate chicken's birthady...
hmm...
consider celebrate la...
haha...
since got a cake thr...
aiyo....
千里送鹅毛，礼轻情意重
haha....
if who speak 2 me tis, i wil let da person fully dead...
haha..
jk jk...

den later i send da buffalo 2 old town thr...
hehe...
a bit nt touching...
the banana man din bring second episod 4 me~~
hahaha..
i tell myself if next time 4get 2 bring oso...
i wil ask da monkey veen eat u~~
oh my gosh!!!
a buffalo is going 2 whack me...
"hey, dee, dun la....pain pain pain" (cat 2008)

金刚经 ^^

2009-04-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

看完金刚经感觉还不错耶！！
在生活上有了很多的感触，
自己检讨了良久，
才发现自己真的太执着于某种事物了，
把自己弄得非常的紧迫，
紧张兮兮的，
总觉得生活的很郁闷，
抑或紧绷，
经常透不过气来，
现在总算豁然开朗起来了。^^

或许一切就如《shamman king》麻仓叶所说的，
“船到桥头自然直”吧！！！
一些都随缘，
让一切苦恼都随风而逝吧！

Pls:
有烦恼的人，
不妨阅读金刚经，抑或解文。
或许有茅塞顿开的感觉哦！！！

以下是金刚经的偈言：
一切有为法，
如梦幻泡影；
如露亦如电，
因作如是观。

若以色见我，
以音声求我；
是人邪行道，
不能见如来。

反所有相，
皆是虚妄；
若见诸相非相，
即见如来。

金刚经说一切世间事物空幻不实，实相者即是非相；主张认识离一切诸相而无所住，即放弃对现实世界的认知和追求，以般若智慧契证空性，破除一切名相，从而达到不执着于任何一物而体认诸法实相的境地。

（BEIJING GUOXUE TIMES CULTURE TRANSMISSION CO.LTD 2007）

Sodium laureth sulfate

2009-04-12T00:22:00.000-07:00

haha...
yesterday i go buy loreal shampoo...
then 2day open mailbox n find out that it contain sodium laureth sulphate...
the e-mail stated that it contains carcinogen chemical n will cause cancer...
so should be stopped using leh...

haiz...
i feel myself so unlucky...
spent almost 30bucks for it ><
so i go find out whether is truth o nt~~
haha,
jux find out that SLS contain carcinogen is myth!!!!!!!!!

Questions and answers:
Q: Is sodium laureth sulfate commonly found in shampoos and toothpastes?
A: Shampoos, yes;toothpastes, no.

Q: Is sodium laureth sulfate known to cause cancer?
A: No. The chemical does not appear on any official list of known or suspected carcinogens.

Q: Is sodium laureth sulfate properly abbreviated as "SLS?"
A: No. The correct abbreviation is "SLES." The chain letter confuses this compound with another: sodium lauryl sulfate, which is abbreviated "SLS." The two substances are related, but not the same.

Q: Is sodium laureth sulfate used to scrub garage floors?
A: No.

Q: What about the other one - sodium lauryl sulfate - is it used to scrub garage floors?
A: No doubt! SLS is a powerful surfactant (wetting agent) and detergent. It has industrial uses, but is also commonly found in lesser concentrations in shampoos, toothpastes, shaving creams, etc.

Q: Ah. Well, then, is SLS a known carcinogen?
A: No. But it's not as harmless as SLES. Sodium lauryl sulfate is a skin and eye irritant and can cause dermatitis with prolonged contact. Results of some tests on animal tissues indicate that it can cause abnormal cell mutations, though I've seen conflicting evidence.

Q: Would a manufacturer freely admit to consumers, as claimed in the message, that it knowingly uses a carcinogen in its products "because we need that substance to produce foam?"
A: Are you kidding? Of course not!

(Personal Care Product Council 2003)

thought after EU

2009-04-09T08:15:00.000-07:00

"我宁愿相信，你对我所有的爱都是真的。因为相信爱情的人是最幸福的。"

haha....
after watch da last episod E.U..
reali cnt hold my tears....
so romantic...
hope they cn meet 2gather!!!!
jux like one day....
da seperated tree wil bind 2gather...^^

PlS:
2day feeling super complicated...
bt den after cry....
feel myself comfortable a bit...

-C0uNt d0wN-
-16days-

S0rE

2009-04-09T07:45:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder y i treat those sh*t kids n teachers thr so nice??!!!!!
for wat???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Giving them a chance 2 bully me?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now....
realise again....
u pay ur heart 2 plp fully, plp reali won appreciate ur kindness.....
y always like tat wan???!!!!
treat plp good, plp will alway use of u wan???!!!!!!

my tear is dropping....
n
my heart is bleeding....
y???!!!!!
am i do sth wrong b4????!!!!!
den plp treat me bek oni???!!!!!!!
am i wrong???
am i wrong???
am i wrong???

Pls:
y i nid 2 treat plp good???!!!!!
finali oni me get da hurt???????????????????
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????????????????????
so critic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah....
im stupid, brainless, silly...
N
MEANINGLESS!!!!!!!!!!

yeAH ^^

2009-04-04T22:58:00.000-07:00

haha,
2day i feel quite happy alr....
bcos my students finally got improvement alr!!!!!!!
super ASSURE abt it ^^
i thk i hav almost covered his syllabus alr....
hope he cn score high mark in his next month exam...
now need 2 revise BM 4 him oni...
hehe....
i feel myself nt bad...
save a helpless student's life ^^
at least my hardship 2 him has gained back ~~~
haha...
keep it up!!!!!!!!!!

PLS:
its veli hard 2 teach him....
bt i hav lots of fun with him....
since he reali a good actor o performancer....

a memorable day ^^

2009-04-04T22:42:00.000-07:00

3.5.2009
a raining fri....
bt den is a sunny day 4 me!!!!!!!!
y??!!!
hahaha...
2day is the day i tell my boss i wan resign!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!
super happy wen tell it...
bt den seriously.....
i feel a bit sad after that...
since i cnt accompany my kids anymore.....
haha...
stupid feelings......

-COuNtd0WN-
-19days-
-89days-

CheAtInG mE agAiN n agAiN n aGaiN!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-04T22:12:00.001-07:00

arghhhh....
i reali feel myself super stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
gosh
i try all my best 2 teach u....
sacrifice rest time jux bcos i wan 2 teach u more things....
45min evryday = foolish n stupid me
so funny!!!!!!!!!!
bt den now i wonder y??!!!
so suffer myself 2 teach u 4 wat??!!!!!
am i fault???!!!
i jux dun wan myself 2 b others teacher.....
dislike 2 teach u jux bcos u nt smart
bt seem all my hardness is treated n cheated by YOU, K.C.J!!!!!!!

da first 2 times....
i hav 4gave n warned u never do tis 4 me....
i feel sore wen u refuse 2 admit it initially...
oni wen my vioce getting louder n louder oni u admit it...
GoSH
tis time i reali feel hurt frm u....

am i scold u wen u say din study o dun know hw 2 answer??!!
i NEVER...
although a test nid 2 teach u for more then 3times....
i stil alway keep my patientness 2 teach...
den wat i want???!!!!
i jux want u study more n cn learn more words!!!!!
although u r standard 3
u jux hav standard 1 basic.... (may b dun hav oso)
tats is y i try my best 2 help u...
bt tis is wat i gain frm u....
LIE n CHEAT
who r u??!!!
LIER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PLS:
u reali make me feel like fool...
sorry 4 say tat....
i feel like dun wan teach u ANYMORE....
extreme fed up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sWeAt- ING

2009-03-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

haha...
2day is raining heavily sumore got storm in my working area.....
some of da kids scare of da storm...
so they cum 2 hug me while hear it....
all of tis nt da main point....
da main point is....
u all will never ever thk of it ....
a bit funny...
i cnt stop laughing after it...
its reali extreme silly....
here is it....

a kid comes forward to me...
since im wearing jacket...
so i thk he wan 2 lend it...
bt den he is weird bcos his hand cover his private organ....
so i ask him wat he wan~~
den he say
"teacher lim, tis part feel veli cool"
den i stunt thr....
later i laugh like chicken alr...
i reali never heard plp say 2 me b4...

den i say...
"u got wear one more pant la"
haha...
he reali goes wear it....
den half way....
he dun wan wear alr...
i also dont know y~~

Pls:
this kid i reali speechless 2 him....
all of his things alwaz messy wan...
den all of his exercise o even textbook sure hav some holes n dirty spot wan....
reali feel sweat while c him....

haha...
u all know wat is his form teacher form???
his form teacher pointed his head n said...
"bcos of you, my grey hair is starting 2 grow"

Another thing makes me feel sweat is....
i hav a standard one studnet stiol dun know hw 2 spell his name now...
OMG...
u teach me hw la!!!!!!!
wat cn i do 4 now???!!!!

CouNt d0WN -26 days- N -100 days-

fAtE ><

2009-03-20T08:29:00.000-07:00

argghhhhh.......
super sour now!!!!!!!
feel wan 2 open his things 2 see...
bt den lastly i stop my STRONG DESIRE on it...
jux now see him in msn like wan 2 chat wif him
bt den....
i reali dun dare.....
hahaha...
such a coward
so stupid....

pls:
hahaha....
sillly girl~~
its time 2 4get abt him...
v r jux like 2 parallel line...
never wil reach each other~~~
hahaha...
u enter...
he out...
super FUNNY!!!!!!!

haha...
may be i should find a psychic....
2 plant my memory in a place that i will never reach...

-Put an end-
N
-forget-
N
-it will be fine-

p0puLaR SaLEs

2009-03-16T03:45:00.000-07:00

wheezz.....
2day i bring my sister 2 IOI MalL's popular 2 dig some valuable books....
hehe...
firstly we go next stop 4 our lunch~~
i order creamy soft crab rice wif honey milk n share wif my sis...
wah....
da creamy soft crab super delicious lo!!!!
i feel like wan eat again now ^^
yummy yummy yummy ~~~
haha....
den pay 17.55bucks 4 da bill ><

haha, then we move 2 popular after lunch....
OmG!!!!!!!
thr got numerous books r waiting 4 me!!!!!!!!
haiz...
bt den super sad wan.....
feel wan 2 bring back all those books bt den no money ><
sigh!!!!!!!
haha.....
lastly i decide 2 buy harry potter (7th episod)!!!!!!!!
i cry after tat since its cost me 49.9bucks.....
( act tis book cost ard 100bucks bt den now got discount til 49.9bucks...)
den i say goodbye 2 [Alchemist], [the lost of door keeper's daughter], [XXXXX Prada] n so on....
arghhh......
give me sum little time.....
i will find u all later wan!!!!

after tat...
i walk in guardian 2 buy da heel crakle cream....
super silly!!!!!!!!
i should buy it yesterday since da sales oni valid til yesterday...
haiz....
den 20.70bucks gone.....
hahaha,
i thk i need 2 ask those naughty student's parents pay me bek da money lo!!!!!
since my heel crackle due 2 da students wan!!!!!!
haiz....
may b should claim the money from my boss....
since it cause when i am working....

hahaha
wat cn i say now???!!!!
im officially bankrupt!!!!!!!!
oh no!!!!!!!!!
bankrupt!!!!!!!!! ><

pls:
im in deep poor now!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sigh....
nid 2 save money alr....
i wonder hw 2 dig the petrol's money 4 tis week....
hahaha....

GuAn yIn dAN ^^

2009-03-15T05:25:00.000-07:00

wheeezzz...
2day is guan yin dan o!!!!
N our temple hs functions thr....
so in da earli morning my parents is thr 2 busy alr....
hehe...
N my bro, sis n me reach thr ard 12pm....
haha,
since its lunch time alr...
so v decide 2 eAt zhai first...
reali ma...
after mkn oni cn let us gain more spirit n energy wat..

in da beginning...
my bro n me in charge of taking da food 4 da plp...
bt ben since quite many plp r helping thr...
so i move 2 another corner....
haha...
den i c my cousin, his friends n my sis in charge of bathing sutra ( mu fo)
hehe..
v nid 2 nian jian wen c da plp "mu fo"
Buddha-Bathing Sutra （浴佛偈）
我今灌沐诸如来
净智庄严功德海
五浊众生离尘垢
同证如来净法身
hahaha,
sumore wen c da kids cn put da "holy water" on their face

hehe...
den i get call frm mie jie....
N v talk quite lots of things...
den she ask me dun 4get 2 pray 4 her oso..
haha..
mie jie..
i got pray 4 u o!!!
hehe....
sumore i pray 4 all my friends oso...

haha...
quite funzz wif my cousins, cousin's friends, my friend's sis n bro, my sis thr...
den later my cousin's friend fetch us 2 my hse...
bcos my aunt wan 2 take lugage which hs left in my hse....
den v watch E.U at my hse while my aunt is bathing...
v all hav sum nice talk in living room...
yalo...
long time din c my cousin's gf alr...
dun noe hw is she alr leh??
hope cn c her later ^^

viEw frm my pAreNtsSSS

2009-03-15T04:59:00.000-07:00

hmm....
tis is a random day after im working...
tat cloudy day i reali cnt tahan my job alr...
den after bek home...
i jux release my complicated feelings 2 my mum....
N i cry while im telling her all those situations tat i counter in my working place... ><
those wan gat little devil monster...
den my mum say me y i giv myself so much of pressure~~
i jux a part time assistance teacher...
N no nid 2 much of responsible wan~~
y i alway so suffer myself...
N work til so late oni bek home...
haha..
she say after 6:30 den should faster bek home lo~~~
sumore they jux a kids....
kids = PlayFuL + nAughtY + aCtivE
den ask me y i treat those kids so serious...
i suppose 2 b hav fun wif them wan...
den she jux ask me dun 2 tension..
after tat my dad cum 2 talk me many things...
he say me should nid 2 counter those things now..
if nt...
later how 2 survive in tis world??!!!
so little things oso cnt solve...
hw i deal wif my career later??!!!
den i should find a way 2 solve those problems....
haha...
may b my parents r rite..
im stil 2 naive in tis matter....
i should thk of sum ways 2 counter it...
N enjoy my jobs wif funs...
if nt..
i reali wil die of those stupid n silly atm thr...
hahaha...
hope i reali cn enjoy it..
jux relax ^^

pls:
yeah!!!!
tis is reali a gud news...
i jux nid 2 stand those kids wif one more months n 2 more weeks...
bcos i reali cn fire my boss next month alr ><
hahaha...
so hepi Y(^.^)Y
im free!!!!!!!!!
im free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i wrong???

2009-03-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

am i wrong 2 be assist in sth????
4 me,
of cos i wan all my students hav better performance in their studies...
so i jux keep on giving their tuition....
bt den i seem totally wrong....
i like put 2 much effort 2 them....
may b i muz nt push them 2 top limit...
hence i thk i nid 2 giv them sum funzzzzz time...
if nt....
i feel super super super stress...
N even da students look veli pity 2...
(they like feel wan 2 cry wei)
u tot im merciless wan meh...
c da tears i alr give up...
haiz...
n 2day i decide jux let them n sum freedom n enjoy on their childhood which suppose 2 b...
haiz...
if they all dun wan study jux let them la...
they children oni...
sumore i hav done my job leh...
they jux dun wan 2 listen...
sumore feel fed up...
since they refuse do their hw o even tuition...
N no matter wat way i hav used 2 them its useless...
they jux enjoy in their "fun" world...
hehe...
now i made my mind clear alr...
y so hard 4 myself 2 scold o beat u???
no point wat...
jux make myself suffer oni....
u nt my son oso..
hehe...
bt den sumtime is veli hard 4 me 2 remain my rasional....
haha..
wat 2 do???

Pls:
am i wrong???
haha...
i oso dun noe whether my decision is wrong o correct??!!!!
may b my boss wil directly fire me after i write tis... (haha, like wat i wish ^^)
look like im a lazy teacher...
den if da parents c tis.....
may b they wan 2 whack me...
haha..
am i wrong???
am i wrong???
am i wrong???

supEr sIlLy!!!!!!!!

2009-03-13T05:46:00.000-07:00

『Tis is XX's mummy. Pls assist on XX Ens spelling test tmr. Dun allow him 2 watch VCD anymore. He's weak in all subjects.Appreciation if u could spend more time on him. Thanks. 』

wah, SUPER FUNNY leh~~~
u all know wat????
the spelling i teach them (2 mangkuk) from 3:30 until 7:10....
haha....
i almost burst up after i teaching them...
my blood is keeping on bleeding while teaching them juz few words
(Spelling words: I am, he is, she is, you are n my friend)
i oso dun noe wat 2 say 2 their parents alr...
keep on explain da stupid meaning to them...
sumore asking them quest...
show me wif a silly smiling face...
ei..
dun act cute while im angry leh...
jux make my angerness higher n higher~
N i reali cnt imagine hw they take their exam later???!!!

another thing ho...
my working time is til 6:30 oni...
dun say i like din teach ur son...
pls la...
evrytime i work til quite late like til 6:50 jux extra 4 giving 2 ur "lovely" son n another student oni....
ask ur son stay guai guai study...
u tot he wil a???
tat wan u dream la!!!!!!!
sumore his hw quite a lot...
nid time 2 explain 2 him wan....
bt den i noe its step its reali useless...
haiz...
i jux hope he wil get me one day...

Pls:
i thk i reali responsible as a teacher alr lo!!!!!!
bt den it seem like useless 2 those reali weak student...
i reali know y those teachers oni concentrate 2 da smart students...
bcos they hav use up all their patient in their fresh career...
haha..
even me oso feel the same way...
since those hardwork din pay back from my students...
da oni thigs i cn do 4 them is...
i hav tried my best 2 u all..
u all reali tak care urself la....

arghhhh....

2009-03-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

argghhh....
super hate tis stupid silly n wan gat job!!!!!!!!!
all those kids oni let me feel fed up oso....
wen im teaching them...
reali wan 2 slap o even beat them wan lo....
i reali cnt imagine whther i stil cn survive til may o nt...
may b u cn jux kill me on da spot n let me die la....
haiz......
i dun noe la....
reali full of anger now....
may b u teach me hw 2 teach ur kids la...

Tagged

2009-03-07T23:09:00.000-08:00

Tagged**
RULES:It's harder than it looks!Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real.Nothing made up!If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers.You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : SaKuRaLiM

2. A four Letter Word : Sexy ma ^^

3. A boy's Name : SaM Wong

4.A girl's Name : SiM phEi wyin

5 An occupation : stupid, useless n wan gat teacher!!!!!

6. A color : S

7. Something you'll wear : SoCkzz

9. A food : Seafood (crab crab crab~~)

10. Something found in the bathroom : Schwarzkopf (my shampoo & conditioner)

11. A place : SarawAk (dun noe parveen c tis feel touch o nt..haha....)

12. A reason for being late : sorry, late again.....

13. Something you'd shout : stupid teacher!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan get fire!!!!!!!!!!!plz fire me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

14. A movie title : Samurai

15. Something you drink : Sarsi

16. A musical group : S???? (paiseh, i reali less of knowledge in tis field.. ><)

17. An animal : Seahorse

18. A street name : Subang Jaya = = " (haha, da raod i oni know...)

19.A type of car : Speed!!!!!! (my brand ^^)

20. The title of a song : S??? (how i noe???)

its reali hard la.... took me sometimes to finish this tag...

Tag : all a plp i noe!!!! haha.....

LuNA bAR wIf lok y0u ^^

2009-02-06T20:55:00.000-08:00

wheezzzz...
first time tea in bar leh~~

haha..
after visit my hse, bell n xian hse den v move 2 luna bar alr...
den foong n bell order martini~~
den xian n me order fruit juice~~
den sa dun noe order wat chocolate~~
wei~
its a super expensive for drinks thr....
my wallet is bleeding after it...
wen da drink cum~~
v go tak lots of pic~~
den i try da drinks....
err....
da lychee martini super bitten....
bt den da chocolate super nice ^^
hehe..
den v crap thr abt 2 hours thr...
after tat me n xian tak lots of pic in toilet thr....
hehe...
long time din photo like this wif her alr lo~~~

actuli wan go sky bar later wan...
bt den i won go thr wan lo...
so stupid if u wan me change clothes in car again~~
nt fun lo~~
hehe...
bt den foong n xian seem veli interest in thr...
haha..
so soli la..
go next time la~~

pls:
cheh...
i tot bar is wat~~
jux nothing 2 c thr~~
may b v stay thr quite earli..
stil is a YOUNG nite in LuNA bAr
haha...

dinner wif my dai shou family ^^

2009-02-06T20:39:00.000-08:00

haha....
v both family gather 2gather b4 my eldest bro bek 2 sarawak....
after working den v fly 2 my dai shou's hse n den later go out 4 dinner alr...
haha....
if nt mistaken...
v eat at OUG thr~~
den da first dish is lou sang ^^
v both family lou 2gather~~~
hehe....
den ah chi (my dai shou's bro) tak photo 4 every dishes....
da camera like super pro n he reali cn b a photographer alr~~

oya....
while v r eating...
den g0t a person cum inside n sing songs....
err....
da sound like....
haha....
no comment......
i hold my laughing while he is singing....

da dishes thr nt bad leh....
CRAB reali super YUMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i like it veli much!!!!!!!!!
EXTREME tasty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe...
i enjoy it veli much~~
den v both families share a lot of ghost stories thr....

pls:
hehe...
wish my bro n dai shou all da best in sarawak thr ^^
u both tak care den...
c u in may later ^^

BelL belL hse ^^

2009-02-06T20:15:00.000-08:00

haha...
2day our lok you gang finally cn gather successfully wif all da member alr... ^^
hehe....
so hepi wen c them again...

in da earli morning...
my kai jie (bell's sis) cum UCSI fetch me 2 her hse after i finish my interview thr ^^
sumore belanja me makan dim sum near ucsi thr...
(hehe, my kai jie reali a CHARMING BEAUTY in tis world!!!!)
wen reach bell hse...
v play wif mocha (a veli cute "doLL" dog)
dog dad n mum reali train him well wif those funny actions...
haha...
den i change bell's family SAMSUNG clothes...
(hehe, reali like her family alr after wear it)
i watch movie at her room (bu liang shao nu)
haha...
a foong dun like tis show due to those stupid actions by da actors....

haha....
den v all lou sang 2gather wif kai yeh, kai ma n kai jieSS n jimmy...
den v hav dinner thr....
haha....
kai ma reali good at cooking ^^
den my another kai ma(xian's mum) cook sum satay 4 us oso.... ^^
super nice~~i like da SATAY n SAUCES!!!!!!
(kai ma reali beauty!!!she ask me pack da sauce home...

hehe...
after dinner...
v gamble 2gather...
jimmy is da banker....
haha...
den me n xian play 2gather~~~
v both help bell win lots of money leh ^^
hehe....
super sad 4 jimmy since he find wrong plp 4 partner, SA....
she lost few bucks 4 him~~~
bell say she is "lao shu shi"
den blur you reali like super BLUR~~
haiz...
lastly my beauty kai jie lost few bucks...

Pls:
look 4ward 2 next gathering... ^^
bt den fri cnt go sing ktv wif u all since i g0t work...
haiz...
stupid job...

vIsIt At PengUiN, ChicKeN n BufFaL0s' hse ^^

2009-02-06T19:29:00.000-08:00

haha
tat day v all (mie jie, hoong, a gong, tai gong, sam n me) fly 2 klang visit penguin n chicken hse...
err....
a bit random wen at penguin hse thr....
since she is nt ard thr...
den v four mangkuk (a gong, hoong, sam n me) talk wif kai yeh n kai ma...
haha...
den v fly 2 chicken hse...
wah!!!!!!!!!!!
reali cnt believe tat his hse reali has CHICKENs!!!!!!
haha
muz tak photo wif HIS cHickEn FaMilY next time alr...
oya....
JuStinA at chicken's hse oso....
haiz....
nt touching oso...
everytime i cum near her...
den she sure go away wan...
i muz melt her wif my hottest heart wen i c her next time...
haha....
miss her muffin leh...
SUPER NICE!!!!!!
haha...
den i go 2 mie jie (buffalo) hse 4 STEAMBOAT~~~
haha...
i wonder whether g0t buffalo thr o nt... (jk jk)
den my leng ma callers cum leh~~~
haha....
they v few mangkuk gamble after steamboat....
wah...
reali cnt imagine da rat first time play gamble since he cn win money wif 5SEN!!!!!!!!
haha...
so sad 4 buffalo n chicken...
lost so much money....
den my leng ma caller win lots of money leh~~
may be leng ma bring him lots of good luck..

pls:
super sad wan de lo....
din sleep much st tat day....
super tired wen working...
haha....

i wAn qUit my j0B!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-18T23:31:00.000-08:00

haiz....
wen time getting pass...
l dun like my job as day care teacher....
i treat da kids well bt den ends up wif sth i dun wish 2 happen on me...
my strong feelings 2wards my kids has faded....
jux wanna 2 quit my job ASAP....
bcos...
wen i feel betray n get hurt from my kids
den i feel uncomfortable wif them alr...
N
my mind keep on repeating "JUX QUIT MY JOB"
tis keep on enlarging in my mind wen my kids make me feel unhappy...

PLs:
recently i hav 2 much negative thoughts influence me alr...
hope everything wil get over soon...
i reali feel like stay in a breathless atm....

fluctuating m00d

2009-01-18T22:01:00.000-08:00

arghhhh......
i feel veli breathless now!!!!!!!!!
i reali suffer these dayzzz....
if i say im nt worry abt my interview is reali lying wan...
i super scare of it!!!!!
wat 2 do???
i thk of it til crazy alr...
even tat day after i go register den i start worry n blur on da way home....
N i hav done sth veli silly!!!!
bcos my bro fetch me buy da economic rice near my hse...
den after i reach home i oni realise i tak one extra pack of economic rice...
haiz...
i even dun noe i hold 2 pack of rice....
haha
so soli da da aunt la...
eat "ba wong chan"

Pls:
even now i like no mood on my job alr...
feel veli tired of it...
haiz...

registration ^^

2009-01-16T19:12:00.000-08:00

hmm...
jx reliase 2day is 17JAN...
17 reali bring me many thingzz

in da earli morning den my bro fetch me 2 ucsi 4 registration my course...
since i cum at 9am den i nid 2 wait til 10pm bcos da department open at 10am
den my bro ask me "zap sum" bcos he g0t class thr....
so i go library....
errr....
thr SUPER bored!!!!!!
nothing 2 do wan!!!!!!!!!!!
den i jux simply tak a book n read...
without few seconds....
i jux fall asleep....
haha...
den like 10sth go register...

hehe...
when i move 2 da deparment den feel blur alr..
bcos c many "stalls" thr...
den later i noe 2day is da open day 4 ucsi
my eyes keep on looking 4 mr. choong wai seng....
he quite a nice guyz...
bcos wen i approah him den he stil rmb me...
feel veli touching oso....
haha
if nt i oso dun noe wat 2 say later....
bt feel paiseh since now i oni noe his name after he giv me his name card...
den he register me n bring me counter thr 2 pay registration fee..
hehe
my hands is shaking while pay da 600bucks....
oya!!!
i feel veli touching when i get free gift!!!
sumore is a RED colour shirt!!!!
cn wear in CNY...

PLS:
i got interview after CNY.....
so hope cn PASS da short chem test n interview...
den cn directly get a seat thr. ^^

A n3w YeAr beGiN ^^

2009-01-02T23:15:00.000-08:00

A new year is beginning now
den a new chapter is blank which den waiting 4 me 2 write sth veli meaningful on it...
wat im going 2 do on it???
i jux like wan 2 paint it wif colourful.
N3w y3Ar = N3w liF3 = N3w b0Rn

den look ard my friends...
most of them hav settled their own problems b4 da new year...
N now they jux nid sometimes 2 let it go...
hope they all cn overcome those problems...
tak care ^^

Me???
stil da same....
brings da problems stick on me in tis year...
bt den i hav clear my mind 2 let it go...
of cos i nid sum time...
sth is cnt say wan 2 4get den cn 4get wan ma...

pls:
No matter how...
i wan enjoy tis year!!!!!!!!!
its my first year uni life...
i reali look 4ward on it ^^
hope everything wil get smooth...

nEw yeAR ^^

2009-01-02T22:53:00.000-08:00

haha...
feel sorry cnt count down wif mie jie they all leh...
who ask me hs da weak body leh...
den my mum restrict me cnt go out at nite alr from da day i sick...

hehe...
bt den i stil go visit u ma after i go ucsi wif a gong n hoong...
dun noe mie jie feel touching o nt leh...
so many plp cum 2 visit u in ur lonely shop thr~~
sumore i buy a set of clothes from u~~
sure mie jie feel touch til hide sumwhr n cry after i go bek wan...
haha...
play wif her bro n cousinzz...
quite funzz oso...

den at nite after bek home...
my dad fetch me buy medi 2 cure my flu n cough...
haiz...
after eat...
feel veli suffer n go sleep...
bt den like wen ard 12....
g0t many soundzzzz pop out n wake me up....
hmm...
act nt da sound wake me up is i feel hungry after take da medi...
den wen i eat half...
mie jie call me....
hehe....
feel veli touching bcos mie jie din 4get me even she hav funz with they all...

pls:
if i cn,
i hope i cn 4get those sorrowness in 2008 n hav a new start life in 2009!!!
hehe...
i hav settle few thingz b4 da year end...
i quite respect myself tat i cn do tat oso....
hehe...
im nt bad ya!!!

SickNesS = my BEST friends

2009-01-02T22:34:00.000-08:00

y i so unlucky wan...
alwaz get sick de....
after sick 10dayzz during da exam tat time...
stil nt enough!!!!
now fall sick again...
N recover di den stil left FLU N COUGH accompany me here...

den after tak medi...
feel da whole body nt comfortable n feel fall asleep.....
arghhhh.....
tats y i dun like 2 tak medi!!!!!!!!!!
after tak medi nt cure oso sumore feel like tasteless...
let me feel like wan 2 fall sick again....
haiz...
wat is tis...
an endless series of sickness on me....
a bit random leh...
i cnt tak sumore leh...
its 2 much 4 me...

pls:
those sickness like noe me im veli lonely now....
so everybody is like wan me feel more touching...
so all fly here teman me n dun wan go bek de...
they reali me treat me veli nice!!!
im feel touching til wan 2 cry alr...

is my future stil bright enugh??

2009-01-02T19:38:00.000-08:00

haiz....

stil rmb wen da day 17dec2008

wen mie jie tell me my TER get 77sth in da earli morning...

i feel SUPER sad after tat...

almost burst out tat day....

da 77 words like TWO Sharp knifes cut my heart in2 pieces...
n keep on enlarge in my mind, my heart n my soul...

feel veli SORE n STRENGTHLESS n PAIN n EM0 n SORROW n FRUSTRATED

tat day i wan cry out bt den cnt....

bcos i tell my parents da result wil release on 24dec

stil nid pretend super hepi n like nothing...

tat nite is a long, silent n suffering nite....

luckily a gong fetch hoong fly here...

den make me feel relieve a bit...

haha...

i noe both mangkuk hs their own problems oso...

bt den they stil fly here...
quite touching...
(hehe, bt den feel nt touching wen going bek home bcos a gong cnt start da car's engine, den i call vv 4 help~~haha, luckily cn start da enginee after a while...)

haiz....

den i giv my time 2 accept da BLOODY truth 4 few dayzz....

those dayzzz i reali like da emoless person....

cnt smile n cry...

even my students ask me wat happen on me...

haiz....

i ask myself continuosly....

if tat day i din get sick???

will i performance better???

no one cn tell me de answer bcos all hs bcum history...

all i cn do is accept da reality n find out da ways 2 solve it....
N i cnt blame da results bad due 2 my sickness....
its reali irresponsible....
jux make me FEEL myself USELESS oni....

act quite thanx a gong help me 2 call ucsi n sumore fetch hoong n me 2 ucsi thr 2 ask 4 da pharmacy course....

i reali appreciate yr kindness....

now i like feel relieve a bit...

bcos thr is stil hs da hope 2 enter pharmacy course....

N now wat i cn do is...

DO WELL in my interview....

if da interview successful den i wil straight away get a seat in UCSI thr...

den i wil start school at 2July...

God bLesS ^^

now i oso wan 2 submit my application form 2 aimst...

if i cn enter aimst...

den i ma cn stay wif buffalo alr...

haha....

DEN

if i hav NO FATE wif both uni...

den i wil choose biomedical in either IMU o taylors

Pls:
May g0d bLesS mE...
Hope i cn enter pharmacy course bcos i REALI LIKE it.....

i dUn n0E

2008-12-22T15:03:00.000-08:00

wen da time is closer N closer....
da sorrowness like stick 2 mE...
i feel veli breathless wen thk abt it....
hope everything wil b ok so0N...
bt den i n0e......
tis solution i nid 2 pay hard!!!!!!!
i dun noe a!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i reali dun noe abt it......
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~
wat 2 do???????
haiz.....

i wAn b a smAlL kiDs...

2008-12-22T14:58:00.000-08:00

seriouly~~
wen i c my kids...
i reali jealous them...
like wen they fall down~~
without consideration....
they jux cry out wat they wan 2 express....
4 me....
i wan cry!!!!!!!
bt den i nid 2 thk many aspects 2 stop my tears...

Pls:
if let me choose...
i better b a small kids...
i wan bek my childhood stages!!!!!!!!!

haiz, wat 2 d0??!!!

2008-12-12T19:19:00.000-08:00

haha, i start working d...
actually feel veli hepi of it...
bt den n0w i hv changed my mind...

haiz,
wat i cn say 2 those kids??!!!!
wif an angel, innocent, cuty n smiling face
bt ends up wif naughty, evil n zhuo sei heart!!!!!!!
arghhhh....
reali make me suffering n tired thr...

yesterday i jux tell my dad abt it...
if i cnt tahan den i wil quit my job later...
haha..
i wan 2 fire my boss already...

here...
i nid 2 giv sum advice 2 their parents...
PARENTAL SKILLS
pls dun give ur children watch those violence movie..
NO digimon, power rangers, ultraman those thingzzzzz 2 ur children!!!!
its wil reali affect ur kids wan...
they reali jux apply wat they hav learnt of it....
N
pls dun 2 sayang them....
RMB punish them if neccessary....
if nt..
jux wil make ur kids more naughty oni...
N
DO care ur kids..
this is ur children!!!!!!!
nt my children...
i jux a guidance 2 ur children wen u r nt here...
so dun everthing throw on teacher...
its veli funny 2 hear da parents ask me 2 help them 2 teach their kids since they dun n0e h0w 2 teach...

pls:
haha, i like veli pro~~
actuali jux give my opinion 4 wat i hav seem here...
parents these dayzz reali treat their children 2 over d...
so da kids ends up wif devil behaviour...

痞子蔡《第一次亲密接触》

2008-12-08T07:56:00.000-08:00

如果我有一千万，我就能买一栋房子。我有一千万吗？没有。所以我仍然没有房子。如果我有翅膀，我就能飞。我有翅膀吗？没有。所以我也没办法飞。如果把整个太平洋的水倒出，也浇不熄我对你爱情的火。整个太平洋的水全部倒得出吗？不行。所以我并不爱你。
—— 痞子蔡《第一次亲密接触》

wheezzz...
he is a g00d writer ^^
i like 2 read his book since my secondary school
hehe,
feel like wan 2 keep his book...
err...
bt den no money~~
hahaha...
so sad...