再见了

握着手机里你的照片
可怎么也无法狠心的删除你照片的按钮
尽管手机里的你有点模糊不清
可我却可以把你的影像迅速地定格起来
却又感到很讽刺
像是我只能看着朦胧的你
却又不能接触真实的你

哈哈
很好笑了～～
多少年啦？？？
屈指一数
喜欢你应该也有三年多了吧？？？

呵呵
三年呀！！！三年呀！！！！
这说长不长，说短不短的~~
可我却想让这件事情告个段落了！！！
我 还真的很傻很天真
痴痴的 蠢蠢的
呆呆的 惘惘的

我累了
真的很累了～～
只想放手了！！！
现在的我
只想让这件事静静的沉淀着
把你从我的记忆删除
后而再我的心 封闭起来

Pls:
如果说天使真的存在的话
那么 究竟为谁而活
如果说泪水真的滑落的话
那么 究竟为谁而流？？

thanx ^^

tat day is one dayzz b4 my final....
hehe...
so unluckily...
i get fever....
err...
da fever devil lik fall in lov wif me d....
stick on me n dun let me go....
(almost 10 dayz)
so my fate bcum veli cham d...
many thingzzz i CNT EAT!!!!!!!
arghhhh....
da life s full wif da bread wif kaya, mian qian wif fishball, porridge...
haiz....
all these food like tasteless....
i cn die of it....
eat few bitezzzzz den i throw avthingz since i reali cnt tahan da smell of them....
den n0w when i c plp eat mian xian, fishball,porridge n BREAD...
i cn vomit when i smell da taste....

i hav struggle wif da fever for more den 10dayzz....
within da dayzzz....
i cn feel my parents r da most suffer esp my mum...
thanx mum....
i noe u wake up at nite frequently 2 check my body temp....
N wori me while da body temp jux keep on fluctuate...
keep on raise n down...
(haha, da highest body i get is 39.6celcius...break my last time record!!!!)
thanx mum...
i noe u veli angry while u c din eat food...
im reali soli abt it...
bt den i reali cnt force myself 2 eat...
bcos i sure wil vomit after eat it....
tis kind of situation i hav experience many times d...
so i veli scare when i get fever 2...
tis time oso quite touching since i jux vomit one time...
last time vomit quite frequent wan lo..
haha...
lost d....
thanx mum....
i noe u wake up so earli 2 cook porridge, chicken soup, rice 4 me in da morning....
i reali feel touch when i eat it....
(although sometimes nt suit my appetide bt den i stil g0t eat o!!!)
thanx thanx thanx.........
i reali appreciate wat u hav done 4 me....
i noe i quite evil while refuse 2 eat...
i reali soli abt it....

thanx dad...
u noe when i get fever...
u quickily rush home 2 fetch me c doctor...
when i c doctor wif u...
i jux realise ur knee g0t injured oso...
haiz....
alwaz dun let me noe when u all hav those illness o problems d.....
a bit sad.....
thanx dad....
alwaz run out wif u while i need it....
when i wan eat tis o tat..
u jux drive out n buy 4 me....
thanx dad...
u oso din sleep well while i get fever....
i stil rmb u make milo 4 me in da midnight 4 me b4 i tak medi...
hehe...
dad now g0t potential 2 open kopitiam after retire d....

thanx bro n sis 2....
i noe when i sick....
both of u suffer oso...
hehe...
esp my bro....
replace me 2 do da housechore....
hehe...
a bit touch when i c him wash da dishes...
bt den...
u quite evil oso....
ask u buy food 4 me...
stil play dun noe wat game....
let me noe wats da game..
da game FULLY DEAD!!!!
hahaha....
thanx sis...
4 da strepsils...

lastly...
i reali appreciate wat hav all of my family member done during my difficult dayzzz...
hehe....
my another family oso veli touch....
fly msg remind me eat da medi n drink water....
hehe....
thanx Qi, Aba, mie jie, xiao hai zhi, vv, parveen, a gong n cy...
thanx 4 da concern....
pls: i g0t a lot of water when i eat medi...
even i dun drink water~~~
i drink honey n ribena... ^^
a gong n cy veli evil!!!!!!!!!!
ask mie jie tie me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
evil donkey n chicken!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.....