mission accomplish ^^

hey,
2day last day working at sri.riwayat. V(^.^)V
when the clock points at 6:30pm sharp,
the feeling of that time is...
after i force myself drink a cup of 100plus on the spot....
very comfortable but hardly say a word...
no word can express how i feel at the moment...
i can't scream since i need to remain my reputation.
i can't shout loud since the parents around will thought i'm crazy...
i hold all my strong desires tightly...
i din scream, shout, yell, or even scold my kids...
i just let it go peacefully...
watching at my kids and say goodbye inside my heart...
Goodbye, my kids...
i wouldn't come back anymore.
haha....
i'm swearing...

sweating...
when i hear my kids want to bully the teacher,
so i will come back again....
haha....
i'm now praying for you all...
hope the new teacher is fierce enough...
hohoho,
then you all will regret to lost a good teacher like me...

yeah,
there is no more nightmares......
yeah,
there is no more teacher lim...
yeah,
there is no more war...
yeah,
there is an over...
yeah,
i'm crazy.

-不存在的女儿-

呵呵,
初阅读这本书的时候,
自己就像一个疯子般急切的把自己投入于书的漩涡里.
过了不久,
就开始从漩涡里挣扎出来了.
真的真的真的,
万万真的想不到自己梦寐以求的书,
故事情节既然是如此般的出乎意料,
失望呀!!!

唉,
我理想中的它,
应该是这样的...

当若拉走不出女儿已夭折的阴影,
若拉该带点神经质,
甚至连呼吸都会感受到她的存在,
活于精神崩溃边缘,
可是保护儿子的欲望却让她存活下来,
替她填补部分内心深处莫名的失落
可儿子长期活于双胞胎妹妹的阴霾下,
活得没有自我,
开始学会反抗了,
对年纪若同的女孩会有暴力倾向.

大卫呢??
则存于人心惶惶之间,
故事里的他实在太太太静谧且是个好好先生,
有点禅的味儿.
我觉得当他活在生活的煎熬下,
肯定会沉不住气了,
当他看见年纪与儿子相邻的女孩,
总有把它拍下来的欲望,
想那天编制成一本相簿给他妻子.
企图填补妻子心灵上创伤;
或许长期活于人心惶惶之间,
深怕那天秘密会揭开,
最后,
他成了个疯子...

哈哈,
还有其他的点子,
懒惰把它写成文字了.
唉,
多么渴望没看过只本书,
现在所有的幻想都落空了,
好失落耶. ><

pls;
看了两回,
感觉依旧,
失望透顶...

A bit random

haha,
very funny~~
i'm holding justice for my students through msn...
who ask her always talk nonsense about my students in school...
always ask my student propose to my another student...
give her a great lesson just now...
haha...
only i can say them is a couple. ：P

PLs:
yeah,
i like the words i say
"i'm still is teacher lim till next mon, so must teach u all some education stuff..."
i'm really not bad ^^

不存在的女儿

哈哈，
我终于狠下心来买了一本我渴望已久的书，《不存在的女儿》。
当然得付出点代价，
现在干瘪的钱包正对我做无声的抗议 （= =）’
小小眼儿干瞪着我 ><

不过，
看完了还真失望耶！！！
现在，
不止觉得空虚，
心还莫名的痛了起来，
为我失去的钱姐妹们哀悼。

内容嘛？？
真的一般而已，
甚至有点空洞，
或许被觉引人入胜的大纲给欺骗了。
唉，
中间呢？？！！！
有点无聊，
只是到了最后有点小感动。
笔者最成功的地方就是能让读者带着淡淡的忧愁就这样而已。
也因为这样，
心忧郁了一会儿，
觉得自己的问题没什么大了的。
呜呼哀哉～

LaSt dAy

hey,
reali can't believe it!!!!!
i'm now slowly floating from the helL already,
the war is going to end soon.
finally can put an end to sorrow, depressed, frustrated, tear and so on
i'm very excited now,
but i know in the remaining 5hours n 30min later,
still is a challenge for me.

haiz,
i hope those mangkuk can let me have a memorable last day.
just one day.
can you all do that???!!!!
Hope so,
but i know this will be the hardest mission in this world.

yeah,
i'm just dreaming...
this time i know...
I NEVER HAVE A DREAM COME TRUE.

pls:
oohhhhh...
now is 12:01,
i'm going to face a war...
God bless.

puzzle

day by day,
suddenly found out...
the pieces of the puzzle has no more in solidarity,
starting dropping down,
one by one
slowly...

i'm stunt,
feel all my hardship has gone,
i'm scared
and just keep on running...

i'm just watching
by staying aside,
watching the people around there
stealing my pieces...
or even stepping across them.
but i do nothing.
i'm just laughing.

it's a dream...
or
just a joke.


Pls:
puzzle,
no matter how hard you play,
it will be imperfect if u have lost some of the pieces,
or just even lost one piece.

-CouNt d0Wn-
-2 days-

gAthErIng wIf high schooL fRieNd ^^

wheezz...
2day having gathering with gzp, jack, stanley, han fei
a bit sad lo,
oni five mangkuk oni...
the rest like missing. ><
haiz...
evans, cc, robin, pei pei, zc all cnt come~~~
last time v hang out like a huge gang wan~~

haha, bt den 2day finali see stanley's face already~~
since last time he said he bcum veli leng zhai wo~~
2day finali see...
haha...
finali see his new style alr...

wheezz....
first v having lunch in wong kok thr...
oh gosh,
the air-conditioner thr reali make me all my cold sweat n hot sweat all come out~~
super hot!!!!
like having free sauna thr ><
haha,
den i talk abt my students~~
having same thoughts with jack!!!
when c kids, wan 2 whack them!!!!
whack whack whack!!!!!
bt den gzp says she very enjoy teaching...
she addict 2 c kid's face after torture by her...(= =)''

haha,
then v hang 2 jusco thr since gzp wan 2 buy HL milk...
wah, den i try the anlene concentrate thr~~
oh my lord!!!!!!
it reali taste good~~~
(err, u all dun have other thought!!!if nt fully dead...)

haha,
den v go movie~~~
yeah,
angels n demons!!!!!
the story reali fascinating!!!!
bt den a bit 2 easy 2 let the professor find out the clue....
a bit fast, not much, can take summore (monkey 2008 )

then v go lepak at popular~~~
haiz...
see plenty of my dream books...
bt den...
last time i jux bought 消失的女儿...
so now my wallet need a break for others...
haha..
reading my harry potter first~~
u all guai guai wait me thr~~
after harry potter,
u guys turn~~ ^^

pls:
2day ioi like a warm oven!!!!
may b they wan us 2 experience the global warming inside first...
then oni v can take measure for it??!!!!
haha...
save the world~~

happy birthday ^^

wheeezzz...
i drove to Mid Valley yesterday!!!!
(= =)"
i totally don't know the way to go.....
hahaha...
luckily bell sit beside me..
if nt, i fully dead ( chicken 2008)
haha....
she quite worry when see i don't know the way~~
haiyo...
bt den her bf quite bad lo~~
he told bell "yi lu shun feng" when he knew i drove her thr....
pls lo~~
i got bit skill wan leh!!!
yeah~~
one thing 2 clarify here~~
my parking skill improve alr!!!!!
haha...
i settle my car park on the spot~~
very beautiful car parking~~

yeah~~
we go sing k at redbox to celebrate my dear bell bell's birthday... ^^
but then foong very shui wan~~
(oops, foong, pls don't judo me!!!! ><)
reach early n start sing alr...
solo in the room~~
sumore is the song i don't know~~ ><
haha...
actually "blur you" sing with us 2gather...
but then aeroplane after that~~
so lok you dang from six left only three plp here~~
since xian cannot make it while sa at australia~~
but then good ah~~
each plp cn hold one mike
sumore no need hear some sarah's style singing~~
haha...
god bless!!!
jk jk...

haha
we shop later after that~~
then blur you turn up~~
we go makan at secret recipe since bell crave for her appetizer thr...
then after we meet MAE...
then v all go zara since she want buy heels thr...
haha....
then v hanging ard...
wah~~
long time din see her alr ^^
she still rmb the time im study geografy with her~~
gosh~~
i forget about it already (= =)''
haha...
she said she missed the time while craping with me~~
haha...
dont know she rmb apply the falling skill that i crap to her??

haha...
then later we back home since i rush to buy cake for my sis...
yeah~~
i buy tiramisu cake n neacklace for her~~
spent like 39+25bucks only for her!!! (T.T)
(lucikly my bro got sponsor 20bucks for me!!!haha, but then 20bucks contribute to my petrol alr) ><
im quite kind~~
haha...
but then my wallet nt kind to me anymore ><
yeah!!!!!!
im bankrupt again!!!
hahaha...

pLs:
happy birthday 2 my dearest bell bell N my deviL sis ^^

whezz, am i pro crap-ing??!!!

haha,
i really find myself good at crap-ing. XD

hehe...
on phone with yan xin jux now...
hmm...
a person that i know within half days...
we know each other when the time we had interview in UCSI
then we can talk like chicken already~~
we both quit look 4ward for 2July~~
haiz...
but then she said orientation day quite bored wo~~
haha...
don't know la~~
c how la~~
hope can get fun during that time~~

PlS:
Hope UCSI can accept her IELTS result...
all the best to her ^^